nothing without you || lando norris (COMPLETED)

XXV

2 months on...

I began packing my bags and getting everything ready for the trip. Tomorrow is the day we are leaving for the first race of the season. To say the last two months have been hectic is an understatement.
Me and lando are doing amazing, we're better than we ever have been, still not official but I'm hoping that is going to happen very soon.

Tonight is the night of my album release, these past few months I've been working with an insanely good producer over in Monaco who i signed a new deal with, we sat down together and wrote my emotions into songs, my healing process, everything that I've felt these past 3 or so months has been put into an album.

I'm nervous to release something this personal to the world, but it's been publicised the shit out of, every single billboard you could imagine, it's on the front of tonnes of magazines, all over social media. In a way the hype makes me nervous and scared incase it isn't as great as everyone thinks it will be but I'm honestly just hoping everything is perceived well.

Im sitting in the Uber on the way to the release party, trin is also here, im so excited to be seeing her again after so long, it feels like its been forever since we were in each others company.
Lando had managed to get in contact with this boujee club he had a few parties at over the years to do with f1 to host me a release party and they were incredibly interested so he's set this all up for me. I trust lando that he knows my vision but im just happy I didn't have to deal with the stress of planning everything.

Upon arriving I could immediately see all the f1 guys and their girlfriends already at the bar, at first I was nervous but the idea of being around everyone again started to grow on me. I headed over to the others to catch up with them.

"NESSA BABY!! IVE MISSED YOU." Kelly yelled rushing over to me and giving me the biggest hug.

"I've missed you more angel, you look stunning" I screeched.

"ITS MY LITTLE SISTERRR!!" Max said excitedly.

"I've missed you guys so much!" I cooed, pulling both of them into a tight hug.

The release party was going amazing, I'm suprised lando managed to pull this all off, honestly it was beautiful. I had a big cake and there were tonnes of banners with my album title on it.

It was a few minutes until release, 11:57 to be precise, the nerves were beginning to build up and I could feel the pressure.
"Everyone, id like to all to gather round for nessa" lando called out smiling on top of the stage.

I had a pre written speech id been practicing all week for this day, i knew id be making a toast so I came up with one. With confidence in my step I began walking up to the stage.

"First of all id like to take a minute to appreciate how proud I am of nessa, she's overcome so much in the last few months and it breaks me to know what she's been through. Every single day ive spent with you nessa has honestly been some of the best of my life, and this is the night where i want to ask you if you'd like to be mine?." Lando asked nervously.

"Yes lando!" I let out, tears forming in my eyes at the beautiful words he had just spoken.
I immediately pulled him in for a hug before he cupped the side of my face, pulling me in for a kiss. Everyone began cheering, it was in this moment I felt truly loved.

"Thank you, wow I didn't expect this tonight. Erm honestly I don't even know where to begin now.
I want to start by saying thank you to everyone for coming tonight, this album hasn't been easy to make but the things I had to go through were even harder. A few months ago I didn't ever think I'd see any of your faces right infront of me again, but here I am standing infront of you all about to tell the story to not only all of you for the first time, but the entire world. Let's all raise a glass to new beginnings, love you guys and thank you for everything trin and lando, i wouldn't be here without you guys!" I gushed.