"In a world where I felt so small, I somehow felt insanely loved. I felt like people cared about me..."
when upcoming singer nessa barrett & formula 1 future world champion lando norris cross paths at the las vegas grand prix, tensions rise and feel...
Two months passed, lusia hadn't spoken to me in months, the f1 season had finished. I was alone in my apartment, everyone had cut me off and I hung out with basically nobody. The only people I spent time with was Christmas with my family via zoom because I didn't want to leave the house and I only spent time with the team when I urgently needed to because they had to still bother with me, although I'm not entirely sure why they didn't just go and hire a driver that didn't cause them so many issues. I'd always been a pr problem and I had just made it even worse.
Every single person that I had asked about nessa to told me she'd probably run away to get away from this shit, she'd probably turned her phone off and gone so far away from home that I couldn't even find her.
Trin hadn't spoken to me and that worried me, I'd called her so many times but she never answered, which left me with two thoughts. Either nessa was staying with her and she had personally asked her to not call or something bad had happened to nessa and she was that angry at me for it happening that she refused to speak to me. I'm not entirely sure why but the second one sounded more real.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I couldn't go out the house and I'd honestly considered retiring from formula one much earlier than I'd expected to. I didn't know how to go on now I'd basically lost everyone, I didn't even care that I'd lose everyone else, the only person I cared about losing was her. She was the only person that made any dark situation seem less bad, she was the only person who could make me feel real happiness, the only person who could make me feel things again.
I decided to scroll through pictures of her and me, I missed her.
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I threw my phone back on my bed and packed my shit, I'd decided I was getting the next flight to la to find trin, she had to know what was happening.
