The sick alpha

4.Rain/Phayu

Rain,

"Cuz your my omega and I am your Alpha and baby to" he said it with a bright smile ,

My heart skip a beat with every hit of realization by the word he just said to me, 

I was finding word to say when he again start talking , 

"It is right bunny ?" he said with a smile ,

"You don't know what are you talking about Mr. Phayu , Now sleep I am going " i said avoiding eye-contact with him , 

"No bunny I know what I am saying ,"he said , 

"No you don't!" i said in a low voice 

"I know ,!!" he said this again , but this time his voice is kinda loud , 

"Okh , Mr. Phayu your telling me you know what are you saying , right!! Okh your telling me that I am your Omega , do you even know what that mean , it means I am your mate , do you even know what's that ?" i said trying to make my voice as clam as i can .

"I know , I am your Alpha , you know aunty told me about this , she told me what is mate , and i get it , you're my partner , she also told me that the person who will be my Omega , is the same person who will marry me in future , and i really liked you , I would love to be your baby , your so sweet !!" he said as i can feel him getting shy after telling this things , 

But i am not in a mood or i don't want to change my mood , 

"Mr. Phayu stop this and went to sleep , and by any chance if your not clear let me tell you one more time , I. am . not . sleeping . with you , " i said is a little loud tune , not wanting to feel any emotion inside , 

"but-"i cut him off with my word "Mr. Phayu , Plz sleep now ,"i said 

"bu-"i again cut him off "NOW!!" this time i keep my voice strict and loud enough to make someone obey ,

"Pl-"before he could finish his sentence I slam the door in his face and went down stairs , 

i sit on the couch , 

What did i just do !

Was it rude ?!

i shouldn't have done this , he was innocent , but i cant sleep with him ,
not until he know , understand what he is asking for , 

but he was excited about sleeping with me , but what did i do , 

his face was happy when i entered in the room , but now i didnt have to look at him to know how his face is gonna be , I know it already , 

Maybe he is still standing there , 

Perhaps he was crying now , 

Perhaps i can just agree with him and sleep with him ,

Perhaps it can be a bad or a good idea , 

I dont know anything except what i did is right for us , 

I lay down and grab the blanket which he was sleeping with last night , 

it smell like dark coffee , and like rain , 

wait it smell like me i mean my name ,

I smell the blanket again , it really smell like rain , the smell i like the most , I love the smell that came before rain and while raining , that smell was so refreshing , i warp the blanket all over my body especially close to my face , it feel so warm , 

His smell is so warm , i cant get enough 

I close my eyes , trying to sleep but i cant ,

I cant when my heart and brain is fighting hard