We kissed.
We fucking kissed!
And that kiss kept me awake all night! Hindi ko namalayan ang oras dahil magdamag kong inisip kung bakit niya ako hinalikan! What's the meaning of that kiss? Why did he kissed me? Lasing na ba siya no'n? I don't know!
My mind will literally explode anytime soon.
I stared at the blank ceiling while thinking about the kiss. It's not like it's my first time! I had my first kiss when I was in high school, but that was just a silly kiss, just for a game. I never really had a serious one. You know, the type of kiss you get when you have a boyfriend.
That's why the kiss freaks me out.
Bakit niya ako hinalikan? Does that mean gusto niya ako? Come on! For sure he has his reasons! And whatever it is, sa susunod ko na iisipin. Maaga pa kami maglilipat ng gamit bukas and I only have two hours left to sleep.
I forced myself to sleep until I got actually fell asleep. Nagising nalang ako ng maramdaman kong kanina pa may tumatapik ng pisngi ko.
"Ano ba!" I hissed and slapped that annoying hand but I ended up slapping myself. I slapped myself about five times until I was done with it.
"Can't you let me sleep?!" inis kong sigaw. I opened my eyes only to see Lorenzo biting his lip, trying his best not to laugh. "What?!"
"You have to wake up, Cath. It's already 1pm, wala ka pa bang balak bumangon?" nakapamewang niyang tanong sa akin.
"What?!" I looked around and noticed that all the boxes are gone. Dali-dali akong bumaba ng kama at lumabas, gano'n din sa labas. Wala na ang mga gamit namin.
"Nilipat mo na lahat ng gamit natin?" I curiously asked.
Tumango siya. "Sinubukan kong gisingin ka kanina pero mukhang puyat na puyat ka kaya hinayaan na kita. Ginising lang kita ngayon because you already skipped two meals."
I pulled my hair in so much frustration. "Gosh! Hindi ko namalayan ang oras. Ikaw lang ang nag-lipat ng lahat ng gamit natin?"
"Hindi naman. May tumulong naman sa'kin." aniya.
I pouted. "I'm really sorry, okay? Anong oras na kasi ako nakatulog!" I heaved a sigh.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Covetous Heart¹
Storie d'amore"Until I realized this was a direction that would lead me to a new path of life. From that moments, I knew, that this life will gonna be a life of unending love and pain, selfishness and sacrifices, and strength and weaknesses."
