Back at hogwarts. Your pov. Pt.1!
The moment we get back to hogwarts a sudden feeling rushes through me, making me feel sad that me and Fred are separating off for the night.
He's kind, charming, funny, everything I want.Everything I have, and I'm overly happy. Yet- I feel like I don't deserve any of it. Him.
I've fallen so hard for him but I can't help but feel slightly...ungrateful? I love being with him, but that's the problem...does he love being with me? I want him, in ways I shouldn't- yet I do-and it hurts knowing that the way I feel for him is something I don't deserve, it's not fair. I want him. Too much.
I'm completely infatuated with him, and it's scary."Are you ok?" He asks, causing me to snap out of my thoughts. "With you? Always" I smile, faintly. I am happy, I just let my thoughts take over.
"You sure? You seem.....quiet." He says. "I'm sure" I smile.
I don't know why l'm acting this way, I love being with him...but I'm too much. Too fast.
"I'm sorry I seem this way, I had an amazing day, I just can't help but feel as though...I don't deserve it. I don't deserve you or your kindness, affection. I'm sorry" I sigh, We are outside of the slytherin common room, my heart beating a crazily.
"Darling, you deserve more than me...belive me. I'm giving you everything I have. You mean so much to me, I don't want you to feel that way. Of course you deserve happiness." He offers a small, comforting smile.
"Thank you Fred, I should get to bed." I say, I walk over and kiss him on the cheek. "I had an amazing day and I cannot wait to start reading the book." I add. "Me too, goodnight darling." He smiles. "Goodnight" and with that, he's gone, disappeared
Into the dark.
In your bedroom
When I get into the room I lay back on my bed, not wanting to move. Rejecting the urge to stay in bed, I get up and head to the bathroom. I change into pjs and take off my makeup.
I get out of the bathroom, contemplating if I should text pansy asking where she is. She's not in our dorm so...a boys maybe?
I don't end up texting her, and head straight to sleep.
I think of Fred and slowly my thoughts turn into dreams, allowing sleep to take over me, I'm in a world happier and I'm completely fine with that.
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We are finally getting somewhere good!! Thank you to the girl who asked me to post this! I'm exited to see how this goes! Love you guys!! 💋
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A fatal love- dahlia hayward
RomanceDahlia is starting to understand her love for partner, Fred Weasley. But how long can they keep there hurt feelings from each other? How long until one is hurt so much by there thoughts that it ends? Before they end.
