Dahlia is starting to understand her love for partner, Fred Weasley. But how long can they keep there hurt feelings from each other? How long until one is hurt so much by there thoughts that it ends? Before they end.
When I get into the dorm I see pansy is awake. "Heyy!" She smiles. "Hey! Sorry I didn't wake you, I just figured you wouldn't wake up and-" I start to say. "It's ok, I definitely wouldn't have woken." She smiles, but it's not her usual smile...it seems fake. "Are you ok?" I ask.
"Uhm yeah..." she says after a moment. "You seem, sad, Quieter?" I say. "Well...I had this thing, with a guy, and I didn't tell you cause I didn't know what it was yet. But he just told me we can't be a fling anymore, I really like him." She says, Almost crying. "Oh pans..." I say, I feel bad for her, she's been through so much this year and she needs a boyfriend or something. "Come here." I say pulling her in for a hug. "Thank you." She cry's into my shoulder. "Anytime pansy" I say.
After a little while pansy ends up falling asleep in my arms, I slowly shake her a bit since it's lunch time. "Pans...wake up, it's lunch time" I whisper. "Okay." She gets up, slowly, but when she does she gives me a small smile.
After lunch
Lunch was okay, there was a lot of talking between everyone, I just stayed quiet. I then get a text from Fred
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I quickly get a couple of things together and throw them in a small bag, and run to Fred's. Literally, I ran.
At Fred's
Fred sneaks me into the gryffindor common room successfully...although we were very loud, laughing.
His dorm is nice...he shares it with George but he isn't here right now.
"Wanna watch a movie?" He asks. "Yeah!!" I smile.
For the rest of the night we watch movies and cuddle up.
Over the next 3-ish months
Me and Fred go on multiple dates, which were fun! But over the past few weeks I've felt him slip away a bit...everything was going good, but we haven't talked as much these past few weeks. I decide to text Fred, we need to talk, this is getting a little tiring.
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We need to talk, so that's what I'm going to do.
At Fred's dorm, Fred's pov!
She's been pulling away from me...I can feel it. I really really like her, but with every word I feel her pull away further. I know why she pulls away, every girl does...I'm just not enough. But she's not like every girl...she's so much better. I just can't give her what she needs, and I think everyone knows that. I love her...and i know she loves me. We just won't work.
"Fred?" I hear a knock at the door. "Hey" I smile, she looks beautiful today. "Hi" she smiles back, progress...?
"I'm just going to say it all right now. The last few months have been amazing truly." Here we go...it's a breakup isn't it. Fuck. "But, I have felt you completely started drifting away...I understand why. I mean I am not even close to good enough, and as much as I love you i don't think it's working out. I feel like no matter how hard I try I'm not good enough for you, and that is totally one sided, you haven't done a thing to make me feel that way...I just know I'm never going to be enough. I keep telling myself this feeling will go away, it hasn't, and I hate it. I love you so much and I fucking hate it, I hate how I feel like I'm not enough. I want to be with you so badly but I feel like if I got closer to you - closer than I already am- I could completely and utterly ruin you...I don't want that Freddie. I really don't" she cries after a moment. "Darling..." I say, I feel bad cause I feel that pain, I really feel it. "One more minute, I'm not breaking up with you- and I don't plan to- but I'm scared that the more I feel like this the more it's going to drive us away." She whispers.
"Unfortunately I feel the same exact way darling, I don't think it's fair for either of us. But we can work on it." I say, hoping there is something to help us. "How?" She asks, her voice breaking. "I dont know but we will figure it out, I promise." I say. "Okay.." she sniffles. "Come here." I say, she comes over and for the rest of the night we lay in silence. not letting go of each other, Fearing the separation.
