The light under the door

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12/27/23
She's so pretty. Pretty like unexpected rat traps in pantries.

So, it rained yesterday and snowed today.
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12/29/23
- Mini rice cooker
- wide clothes hangers (with the little dips)
- tide pods/detergent
- compact fan
- pans and pots set
- Plates, bowls, utensils, and tubbsware
- CLEAR storage bins
- queen bed
- lint roller
- dryer sheets
-ibuprofen, Tylenol, pepto, triple antibiotic ointment
- bandaids
- nail clippers
- soap
- toaster
- blender
-broom
-vacuum
- shopvac/handheld vacuum
- rags
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At one point, Mia said, "you and your words."

That's not really a compliment, but I took it as one. In my old story, I had a part about being a great writer but nobody cared. I've learned that people are selfish, myself included. Writing about me isn't going to move anyone. Most of the time I write about Mia, but those stories will forever be lost in my head.

I know just because we're young you don't think we'll get that far. She's the child of moon and sun and she'll always love her star.
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I WANT MY WIFE BACK! GIVE HER FUCKING BACK YOU VULTURE! YOU'VE CAUSED ENOUGH HARM! I SWEAR I'LL KILL YOU! I'LL KILL YOU FUCKER!.. but not before gouging out your eyes so you can never look at your faggot daughter again.
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I really do want to get married young. Like, I can do trade school while she goes to college. I'll go into trades and we'll probably both have side jobs and money saved up by then. We'll have a legalized wedding and then a big reception at Honey and Grandpa's.

We'll invite all of our families and have a big potluck bring your own chair thing. We can have an online wedding wishlist like my dad and Rita had and that's where we get all the essentials for when we move to an apartment together. Not to mention I'll have a bunch of child support saved too.

I can't dream forever, though.
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12/30/23

I saw a video about a girls's Roman Empire and accidentally made it my own.

It says, "My Roman Empire is after my parents died the police officer said there would most likely be more ashes of my mom than my dad because he wrapped his body around hers to protect her."
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I love her so much. I don't deserve her. How long will it be before I love you becomes meaningless?
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12/31/23
We won't be one of those basic couples who go ice skating during winter, no. That's basic-also ice skaters are fucking rude. I promise, I WILL find an open roller rink. That'll be our honeymoon.
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I don't think anybody has talked about this, but the boyfriend lore is getting out of control.

I don't want to humanize myself.
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Sometimes I think, I'm I going to far with this marriage thing? Then, I eat sand.
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Sometime I want to read both of our Wattpads in their entireties together. Odd date idea I guess... Gives me an excuse to hang out with you for 8 hours so... yeah.
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It's New Year's Eve. I can't kiss my wife at midnight. At least I'll see her tomorrow.

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