I posted a story on my other account and accidentally deleted it, so this is my rewrite of that story. If you already read that one, you should still raed this one.
I've been taking a great interest in killing myself, recently-more than before. I've planned out what way that I want to kill myself as well. I have dabbled a bit with the fact of murder before/during death, but I've decided against it-though I have deduced the easiest way to kill someone is through poison. I've decided that anything with knives is out of the question because we don't have anything sharp enough, drowning myself and ganging myself would be too much work to set up and do within a good time period, crashing a car would be poorly executed, there are no tall buildings or cliffs I can jump off of and I don't think I own a gun or rat poisoning, so I have chosen to overdose. I still have to work out the kinks of that plan, but we're getting there.