The last three days have been so weird. Like, I don't even know where to start. First off, we had drama on Friday and we usually don't, so that was strange. Second, that was our first dress rehearsal and people started praising me like a goddess. That was strange. It gets weirder, don't worry.
(I forgot about this) That night I played Gartic phone with Alex, Carson, Shelly, Roier, Tavin, and one of Alex's friends. I left the call at 10pm because of too much socialization.
The next day, which was yesterday, I woke up and immediately left to get coffee with the guys-specifically Dan, Nin, Caelyn, Jake, Jack, and Isaac. That was really fun but then I left immediately after because of too much socialization except immediately after that I went to Mia's house because I didn't want to go to a weird intersection on Main Street I don't like.
I stayed there for a while and played with animals and then walked back to my house because of too much socialization except immediately after that Mia and her family picked me up and we ran errands. I could dive into the full details of this, but I have so much to write, so I'm not going to. We got her glasses adjusted, cashed a check, got her shoes, Culver's, and stopped to see my mom.
We went back to her house, did a whole lot of nothing, played volleyball, and then I had a fucking scoliosis attack. We went to the boat landing where we met up with the guys yet again ( I guess it was Mia's first time seeing them but whatever) Actually, I skipped some important parts. We found rocks that look like each others eyes and made a bridge of rocks to get a clam shell.
After that, I walked back to my house because of too much socialization except immediately went to Caelyn's house within 10 minutes of arriving. Mia and Leah were already there for some reason and we ended up bullying Leah into leaving after she got us food... My bad 😬
We played dnd and I made an amazing character named DickMaster-Dan helped me because I didn't know what I was doing-until like 10:30/11 or something and then went upstairs and watched the live action Avitar series. I started out on the couch with Jake but then ended up moving to the floor next to Dan.
Bestie Jake gave me his pillow Ü
We basically did that for the rest of the night. I did end up sleeping over and I think I fell asleep a bit after 3 the next day. When I woke up, which was at like, 4:30, I got really confused for a second because of how I woke up. I was facing the exact opposite way, but something seemed to be forcing me in one position. When I woke up a bit more, I realized that Dan was like, half cuddling me. (DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS OUTSIDE OF WATTPAD I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT)
Somehow this man in his subconscious rotisseried his way around the floor until he was facing my back. It was like, a weird half spoon thing. Like, our legs were kind of spooning, but not the rest. He had one of his hands on my waist/hip area. (I was laying on my right side) I actually noticed the hand first and got very confused.
Here's a beautifully drawn visual for you:
I think you need to take notice that I'm sleeping on Jake's pillow.
Yeah... so that was kind of strange.
I believe he was asleep when he did that, I'm not quite sure, though. I'm not even sure if he knows that he did that. Caelyn saw it, though, so I have a witness. After I was awake, I didn't go back to bed. While I was awake, we stayed there for like, an hour? I don't know at what point of the night he ended up doing that, so I don't know how long we were in that position for. I wonder if Caelyn knows.
At one point, my left leg started hurting, so I started laying on my back AND MAN DIDN'T WAKE UP. BRUH! HIS HAND WAS STILL ON ME, TOO! He didn't like, hug me or anything. If he hugged me, I don't know what I would do.
It was kinda weird because Dan's legs were in my way and I couldnt lay down completely straight. Like, the only good place to put my legs was right were they were, so I just like, put my legs over his. It's difficult to explain.
It was like that. It was a lot less intimate in person, trust me.
While in this position, Caelyn just looked over at me, and he was just as confused as I was. I don't remember what he said because I couldn't hear him very well, but I think he asked me why I didn't just move. I told him that Dan just looked so peaceful and I didn't want to disturb him-which is true.
We stayed like that for probably a half an hour until he woke up. I felt him moving his legs, so I picked up mine and he just fuckin slowly shimmied away. I think he was still in that sleepy daze state I was in when I woke up. I find this next part so fucking funny. He just like, slowly moved his hand off me. I think he was also confused.
I think before this, the longest time me and Dan had touched was like knee touches while sitting down. I've also never hugged him in my life-which would be strange for a group of females (not trying to be sexist) but is pretty normal with guys. Usually it's like simple dab up.
So that was an experience...
I don't know, man.