Everybody's posting about their high school experiences, I guess it's my turn.
My goal for high school was to get better. I was at a point where I was constantly sad, which is better than not being consistent at all. The other day, I said that I thought I was finally happy. I realize now, that was just a spurt of happiness. Honestly, I did get better. I don't think I'm happy, but I'm at a point where I'm constantly okay, which is the best it's been in 7 years, so I'm pretty proud of that.
With school startling back up, I'm very swamped. Between marching band, pep band, Grease, one act, work, homework, and functioning like a decent human, I've been doing pretty well. I've been waking up at like, 5am, taking care of my brother in the morning, making coffee and breakfast, showering, being super organized with my schedule, eating healthy meals-I can physically see that I've lost weight-not needing help with math homework, got my debit card yesterday, made flash cards for my lines , etc. Honestly, I'm getting my life together pretty well.
I know that some of my friends are struggling, and I'd like to do something to help, but they're in situations where they're kind of on their own. So, for now I'm gonna bask in the joy of finally being okay and if you need me, just text me.
