All or Nothing (August Alsina FF)

Chapter 43

I stayed cooped up in my room the rest of the weekend, in bed trying not to cry but I couldn't help it. Ignoring everyone's calls and texts, the girls. If Julianna was there last night I'm sure she already knew what went down, I'm sure everyone did by now. I didn't want to talk about it and I sure as hell didn't want to talk to August. I never wanted to see him again either but I knew that wasn't possible, I just hoped for his sake he stayed away from me.

Sunday no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get the images of him and her out of my head. Every time I closed my eyes I saw them. I tried not to cry but its like I couldn't help it. I hadn't cried this hard in years and it pissed me off that I was crying over a stupid negro like him. My mom came in my room and she didn't notice anything out of the ordinary with me and for that I was glad. She left me alone and I laid back down and stayed there for the rest of the night.

Monday I dragged myself out of bed and got ready for school, throwing on some jeans and a sweatshirt and some sneakers and threw my hair up. Once I got to school the day was a blur and I don't remember walking from one class to the other. All I know is that once the day was over I wanted to go home and climb in bed again but I had dance practice.

As soon as the last class was out I rushed out not in the mood to talk to anyone and once outside reached my car. Once I got there I wasn't surprised that I was the only one there and instead of waiting on them to show I changed and plugged up my I-pod pressing shuffle and just danced. I shut my eyes and just focused on the music, nothing else mattered. I don't know how much time passed but once I heard throat being cleared and claps I opened my eyes and turned to see the girls standing there watching me. I walked and shut the music off.

"I hope you were practicing moves for the finale, that's in three weeks," Crystals asked and I didn't bother answering her, I walked over to my bag and pulled out my water bottle.

"We have to pick out a song before we start coming up with a routine," Danielle told her and they headed to the back so they could get changed. I finished my water and started stretching and waited for them to come out so we all could stretch. Once they did I listened to them talk and stretched. The way they were acting I knew that they didn't know about what happened this weekend but I could tell Julianna knew, she kept glancing back and forth. My stomach turned at the thought of telling them, I didn't know what I was going to do. Better me than them hearing it from somewhere else.

"What's wrong with you," Crystal asked, "You still sick?"

"Please don't tell me you've gotten worse," Danielle asked me looking worried.

"No," I shook my head from side to side, "But...I guess I should tell you guys something."

I struggled to say it but Crystal gasped and looked me over, "Your pregnant?!"

"What," Danielle looked between me and Crystal with a look of shock on her face, mouth agape.

"No," I shook my head from side to side, I was feeling a little weak now. Probably because all I had to eat today was a banana and I shouldn't have been working out on a empty stomach not to mention I don't remember eating anything yesterday. Plus combined with my emotional state and me being sick, I felt weak.

"No...it's...me and August are over."

I just let it out all and I looked up at him and they all looked surprised and I could tell by Julianna's lack of that she already knew.

"Come again," Crystal asked wanting details I'm sure.

"We broke up" I shrugged and got up to go to my bag to drink some of my water and dug down and smiled once I found a granola bar and opened it up.