All or Nothing (August Alsina FF)

Chapter 60

What happened between me and August was just what it was, sex. After I came back down from my high I managed to get dressed and leave. On wobbly legs I made my way out the club and drove home. Crystal had found some random to take her home so I didn't have to worry about her. August didn't say anything to stop me from leaving, he didn't say a word once we got done. He just sat there and watched me get dressed and watched me walk out the door.

Three days later and he reached out to me while I was in class. I didn't answer of course but he left me a voicemail. The voicemail he left was about us needing to talk, that we should plan a day to meet up. I know it was wrong of me but I had yet to respond and he left me that message yesterday.

Valentines day was in two days and I hated this time of year. Seeing couples hugged out, out and about, girls with gifts and hearts everywhere. Fuck that and fuck love. I planned on spending the night in, stuffing my face with candy and watching movies. Some of my movie picks were My Bloody Valentine the newer one and the older one and The I.D. Channel was having a Wives with Knives marathon.

Three days before the day Julianna told me that D was going out of town and that she would be alone. She was bummed and I kind of felt bad that she would be spending it alone. She said they had tickets for the Fair that was in town and she asked me to come with her since she didn't want to go alone. After some persuasion I agreed to go with her. I guess I could always pig out and watch TV another day. So I decided to pig out at the fair, and eat fried Oreo's and all that bad stuff.

The day before Valentines day I got an unexpected call from Zay, he asked me what I was doing for Valentines Day and I told him I had plans. He said that was to bad because he was in town and he wanted to take me out for the night and since I didn't want to break my plans with Julianna I declined his offer but promised I would make it up to him, which I doubted. To be honest I was about to stop texting him all together. Only reason I haven't stopped so far was because I was grateful to him for giving me and the girls a chance.

I told Julianna I wasn't dressing up, I wasn't even putting on makeup and I was dressing in all black but she told me it didn't matter. I started to get dressed at around 4pm because Julianna was coming to pick me up at five. After showering I got dressed and didn't take me that long.

After I was dressed I grabbed my cross body grabbed and said goodbye to mom and she told me to have fun and watched from the window as I got in Julianna's car.

In the car she forced me to leave the station on lovey dovey corny ass love songs and sat back in torture while she sang along and tried to get me to sing along to. I refused and sat back in my seat until we got there. Twenty minutes later we were here and it took us damn near ten minutes to find a parking spot and soon we were walking to the entrance.

"Did you have to dress in all black?"

"Yep," I nodded.

"Can you please try to have fun and stop being so grouchy?"

I shrugged and after paying and going inside we walked in I rolled my eyes at all the people coupled up. I should have stayed my ass at home.

"Can you at least try to smile?"

I sent her a fake smile and she shook her head.

"I think we should go to...the Ferris Wheel."

"I don't think so," I shook my head.

"Well fine, I'll go on and you can just wait for me to get off," she led the way and I trailed behind her. When we got close I stopped in my tracks when I saw the two people standing by it.

"Julianna.."

She flashed me a smile but I wasn't in the mood to smile.

"So this was some kind of set up," I asked her.