All or Nothing (August Alsina FF)

Chapter 5

August actually kept his word and when he was out with me, he didnt flirt with girls in my face anymore. Deep down I was glad, I really was but at the same time he didnt know me anything. Its not like we were dating or anything. Since our kiss, things were a little awkward on my part. I didnt really know how to act but he was acting normal so I had no choice but to do the same.

I don't go around kissing random guys. I've only kissed three boys in my lifetime, including August but his wins by far. I've never been kissed like that before and on occasion I caught myself focusing on his lips. Did I want him to kiss him again, hell yes but I don't think our so called friendship could survive another kiss like that.

August has been more flirty than usual and I tried my best to ignore it, but it was hard. I still had a crush on him and him hanging around all the time wasn't helping. Since we've became friends he's come to every single on off our battles on Friday. I told him he didnt have to come if he didnt want to but he said he did. He claimed he liked to come and support and he liked watching me dance. Not even my mom came and supported me anymore so his support meant a lot and only made my crush grow more.

I've been trying to move past my crush though, talk to other guys but every guy I talked to I somehow ended up comparing to August.

The girls thought that I had a crush on him, but I told them I didnt. Told them what I kept telling myself, that we were just friends. They didnt know about the kiss that we shared and if I had it my way they would never find out. Crystal was the most confused, she thought she had August all figured out but him hanging out with me she didnt understand.

She claimed that only girls August was seen with on more than one occasion were girls he was sleeping with. And since we weren't sleeping together she didnt understand why he would want to hang out with me. She even thought that him wanting to be my friend was a ploy so he could sleep with me. I would be lying if that thought didnt cross my mind a time or two and so I asked him. Again he told me that it wasn't about sex and I guess I believed him.

Truth is, why would he be going though so much effort just to have sex with me. He could get anybody that he wanted so why waste his time chasing after me. There were females who looked way better than me who would willingly hook up with him. Plus I was a virgin.

It was Friday night and August and D were hanging with us once again. D was hilarious and so easily to get along with, and he was hilarious. It was hard to believe that there was a whole different side to them. A side that wasn't a laughs and smiles.

Since I told the girls I was maybe ready to date Crystal took it upon herself to put the word out. Since then boys have been paying me more attention now but to be honest I was still apprehensive. Also every since the word got out they August has been hanging with me and the girls we've been getting way more attention in general. People have been going out of there way to talk to us. Some people even asked if me and August were together, which I said no to each time they asked.

Even when I was interested in a guy, August was like guy repellent. If August was anywhere near me no boy would approach me. And when he was out of site and I was talking to a guy when they seen August approach me they literally took off. He said that he did it on purpose because if he couldn't talk to females while we were out together than I couldn't talk to any guys. Whatever.

It was a normal night. The place was kind of packed with boys and girls alike. Boys were especially fond of our table because of Crystal. She was a boy magnet and had no shame in seeking attention. Then August's cell went off and he looked at it before telling me he had to make a call and D went with him.

They were outside for about five minutes now and it was like as soon as they left, the more boys came. I wasn't paying them much mind until one was bold enough to sit next to me and start flirting. His name was Rich, aka Richie Rich he went to school with us but he never paid me no mind, at all. In fact he never even looked at me, just walked on boy like I didnt exist, but now he was singing a different tune.