Natural Zero - OhmNanon FanFiction

Chapter 22 - First Sin

Nanon's POV

I tried to wake up, but all I see is darkness. I tried to open my eyes, but it won't budge. I tried to move my hand. Nothing... I felt so weak. I felt so tired. I faded again.

Ohm's POV

I looked at Nanon. He's in a coma. It's been days, and he still won't wake up. Mr.A said that everytime Nanon used his power, this kind of thing happened. This is the glitch of his power. It consumes a lot of energy. But he never used this much of a power before, so they really have no idea when's he going to wake up. I also tried to forgive mr.A, eventhough it's a very hard thing to do. I mean, I wasn't one of the ones he did wrong to, but still... what he did was inhumane. He tried to make up for it, saying he will end this matter once and for all. I don't know what he meant by that. Like, is he going to kill his brother and his ex lover's brother? Or even his other son? I have no idea, and I don't have any strength to ask. All I want right now is for Nanon to wake up, so I can hear his voice again. So I can see his beautiful eyes again. So I can joke with him again. God, how I miss him so. 

Nanon's POV

Someone holds my hand. I can feel it. I can't move my hand, but I can totally feel it. The calloused hands. God, I hope it's Ohm. I really hope it's Ohm. Ohm, I miss you so much. Please don't be mad at me. I beg you. Please don't hate me.....

Ohm's POV

"Ohm, has Nanon woke up yet?" P'Namtan asked me. I shook my head. I attended the daily meeting, but my heart and my mind is nowhere near it. I lost all my strength. All I can think about is Nanon lying on the hospital bed in a coma. I want him to wake up. God, is there any way to wake him up sooner? Even p'Jimmy said there is nothing he can do, and we can only wait. "...Ohm, what do you think?" P'Earth shook my shoulder. "Huh? Oh, okay fine." I don't know what they're talking about, and I don't really give a shit. Suddenly, I thought of something. "Guys... maybe I should resign from the leader position." I said to them. They all dropped their jaws. "Huh? Why?" P'Bright frowned. "Well, I really feel like a failure here. First p'Janhae was dead, and eventhough she's alive now, she got dragged into the sins case, cause turns out, one of them resurrected her. And not just any one, it was Mark. Mark was the one who did it. He's..." I paused. "...was my member. And in another same case, because of my recklessness, p'Earth got stabbed and got hospitalized. I still feel so guilty about that, by the way. Thank God he's okay now. But it could've turned into something much much worse than that. I should've done something." "But you've done something. You tried to break the bars." P'Earth tried to convince me. I shook my head. "I should've tried harder." I sighed. "And last, because I asked Nanon to go on a vacation with me, now he's lying in bed in a coma. God, I feel like a total failure." I rubbed my forehead. I didn't realize p'Namtan walked towards me. She stood in front of me. I frowned and looked at her. Suddenly, she slapped me so hard, I fell off of my chair. I was so shocked. "HOW DARE YOU...." She shouted at me. She tried to slap me again, but I blocked her. P'Bright tried to stop her. "HOW DARE YOU.. YOU WANT TO RUN AWAY... NANON IS IN A COMA, AND YOU WANT TO RUN AWAY... THAT IS EMBARRASSING. YOU ARE A FUCKING DISGRACE..." She tried to untangle herself from p'Bright. "THAT'S WHAT I AM, IS'NT IT? A DISGRACE.. A FUCKING FAILURE.. EVERYTHING HAPPENED BECAUSE OF ME. IF I DIDN'T ASK HIM TO GO WITH ME ON THAT VACATION, HE WON'T BE IN THIS POSITION. IT ALL HAPPENED BECAUSE OF ME. ME..!!" I'm devastated. God, this is all so hard. I started sobbing. P'Namtan hugged me. "Let it all out. You're tired. Just let it all out." She rubbed my back. I calmed down after a few minutes. "Guys, I'm sorry..." I sighed. "If you wanna say you still want to resign, I'm going to slap you again. Much harder this time." P'Namtan warned me. "No.. I won't. I won't run. I'm not a coward. Thanks for reminding me." I nodded. P'Earth cleared his throat. "Okay, now that we got that clear, I want to ask... the sins... what's their goal? Why did they do such things?" He asked. "Well... they..." I went silent. Yeah, why? No one knows why. And no one bothered to ask. All I know is that they're the bad guys. They ARE the bad guys... right? "They did all that commotion. All the drugs dealing. But we have no idea why." P'Tay rubbed his chin. If he doesn't know, than none of us knows too. "Maybe they wanted to conquer the world, or change the world, or something?" It was Mix. "It's possible." I frowned.