"Don't even think about it Yamada." |Brance|

Chapter 21

This isnt New Years themed because I started writing this yesterday and I forgot that it was almost new years because nothing feels right anymore

Tw: slightly inappropriate maybe?? Idk yet, drinking (possibly smoking I haven't decided) and the f slur
(Cussing like every chapter you should know by now)
MAY THE LORD FORGIVE ME😇.

Vance:

I couldn't stop thinking about Bruce.. His laugh, His smile, his eyes.. his bod—

wait what.

Whatever..

I laid in my bed, listening to music.

It was 11pm and I was sure everyone was asleep, I opened my window and climbed onto the roof

I need a cigarette so bad right now..

I huffed quietly, knowing I no longer had some on me.

I couldn't stop thinking about Bruce..

It was all I could think about..
And I mean ALL, nothing else was on my mind besides him.
what the hell is wrong with me..

I climbed back through my window and quietly went downstairs, grabbing an alcohol bottle from one of the cabinets and chugging half of it.

I crept up the stairs but nearly lost my soul when I saw Griffin at the edge of my bed.

"The fuck are you doing?" I whispered, hiding the bottle behind the wall.

"I should be asking you that."

"Get out."

"No I'm worried about you."

"Why? I'm fine."

"Whats up with you, and don't lie."

"Nothing."

"Whats in your other hand?"

"What do you mean?"

"Don't play stupid Vance."

I sighed and showed him the bottle, walking inside of my room and shutting the door.

"Seriously? You were doing good with staying sober.."

"To much is on my mind right now okay?— so can you please just.. get out.."

"Talk to me about it, what's going on?"

"....I.. I can't stop thinking about Bruce okay damn! There I said it, I'm sorry your brother is a faggot, I'm sorry that he has anger issues and has at least 13 holes in his wall, I'm sorry that he has a criminal record, I'm sorry he drinks and smokes and I'm sorry he's useless okay!? There I said it!"

(Please nobody be offended by the f slur, I did make sure to put the warning up top!)

"Vance don't say that, you're tough but deep down you care, and I know you do, I can see that you don't mean to hurt anyone, well anyone close to you, but I know how hard you try."

"Griffin thats the problem, I don't try! I don't okay?! My grades are terrible! I haven't tried to be anything more then a little bitch who can't seem to get his life together!" I yelled, my anger starting to seep out.

"Vance calm down!"

"No matter what I do I'll always be some peace of shit!"

My door opened and my dad glared at me.

"Its 11:34pm, what is going on!?"

I clenched my teeth together in anger and frustration, glaring at him.