Him & I (Newtmas story)

Chapter 10: We Go, Now.

Hiiiiii, it's me! Thanks for reading this far into this story, I for real appreciate It so much! 🩷 Sorry that this chapter took a little bit longer. Thanks for so many reads already, that's so cool, thank you! I hope that it's not too boring, and that y'all are enjoying it. I'll try to update this every few days. Also, feel free to comment or add any suggestions on what you like, or if you think I can improve anything. 🫶 Now onto chapter 10!!!! Eeek!

Newt's POV:

I hadn't fully registered what was happening then it hit me, Tommy was kissing me, I was kissing Tommy. The thing I had wanted to do for so long was finally happening to me, and here I was still trying to contemplate it. His lips were soft, still pressed against mine, I wrapped my arms around his strong body, one arm around his neck, the other hand running through his hair. One of his muscular arms was removed from my face, and came to rest on the small of my back, just above my waist. the other hand on the back on my neck, pulling my face towards his. I smiled against the kiss, I was so happy that this was finally happening to me. 

We only broke apart for air. His face was pink, and I could feel mine reddening by the second. His eyes seemed to glow with the last rays of afternoon light shining within them. His arms were still around me, I tousled his hair with my hand as he just looked at me. I was just about to ask him why he was staring at me, when suddenly, he let me go. My hands grabbed at him, trying to keep him there with me, but I wasn't fast enough, he had already backed up away from me.  

"Shit, shit, shit, shit, Newt I am so sorry, I don't know what came over me", He said frantically trying to explain. 

"I didn't mean to Newt, God, I am so sorry, I really hope you don't hate me now". 

"Tommy", I started, but he kept cutting me off with with his rampant ramblings. 

"Jeez, THOMAS"! I said loudly. 

He stopped his muttering and looked at me with his gorgeous, warm, brown, doe eyes. I had made up my mind, I was gonna do this, I may regret it later, but that didn't matter right now. Right now, I did not care. 

"Newt"? he asked, not entirely sure what was happening. 

I looked straight at him, and moved closer to him, trying to somewhat close the distance between us. He tried to step back away from me, but I wasn't going to let him. I stood in front of him, only a few inches of space separating us. I took my chance, I cupped his cheek with my hand, rubbing my thumb softly on his face, ad then closed the gap. This kiss was deeper than the first, I could feel his lips pressed harder against mine, more of a longing. His arms were grabbing at me as if he didn't know what to do with himself. 

He lightly bit my bottom lip, asking for entrance into my mouth. I didn't let him, he smirked into the kiss and bit harder. It caught me by surprise, and my mouth opened a little, giving him the opportunity of passage. What made me smile was that it wasn't one of those forceful, messy, odd, tongue kisses, it was kind of just sweet. He didn't do anything crazy, just making boundaries, testing, not forcing.It was like we were in perfect harmony. Our bodies seemed to dance together, live together, breathe together. It made me happy that he wasn't going to do anything crazy to me, he would go slow, and we'd figure it out together. Once we broke apart he just stared at me in shock.

"Y-you kissed me". he said.

"Yeah Tommy, I did". I replied. 

"You're a good kisser" he blurted out, turning red immediately after he said it. 

"You're not so bad yourself Tommy". I said, turning a soft shade of pink. 

He laughed, "Thanks Newt, I know I'm just so amazing".