No Control [Hariana]

Chapter 43. "Last day part 1"

ARI'S P.O.V.

Ugh. Today was the last day. The last day I am going to see harry before he leaves on tour for 9 months. Stupid tour. Taking my boyfriend away from me. All I wanted to do was cry....and cry....and cry. But I knew I had to be strong, at least in front of harry because if he sees me break down, he will literally go crazy and try everything in his power to be there for me.

We only had hours until the guys left for tour. The plan was for us girls to stay and keep the house occupied which I wouldn't have a problem with, the girls were my family. But harry was my boyfriend. I love him. So much. We were all on the couch watching tv and I made harry take a picture with me before he left. We ended up taking about 20 pictures together while the girls did whatever with their boyfriends and niall did whatever with his food. God I'm gonna miss the guys too.

"Ok...I know today seems like a bite in the ass day, but let's make the best of it. We don't leave for tour until 6:00 and it's 1:30 we still have some hours together so let's go do something" Louis said. We all got up and got dressed. We decided to go to the movies and see the interview. It was funny. But it would have been funnier if I was in a good mood.

When I'm in bad mood that are more emotional, I tend to lock and shut everything out. I don't really talk to anyone or look anyone in the eyes. It's like I have a shy disorder. Harry noticed I was in this type of mood since this morning. He told me he hated it because all he wanted was for me to be happy. All I told him was "how could I be happy when my boyfriend is leaving me?". I know I'm probably being too dramatic.

I understand it. But how would you guys feel if you fell in love with your crush, your soul mate, your one and only and dated each other for 7 months and now he's leaving you for 9 months. Let me tell you. It sucks. Bad. "Baby, plz talk to me plz" Harry said once we were heading to a restaurant after the movie.

"Hi" I said and he sighed. He grabbed my hand and held on to it tightly. We went to nandos. I barely ate any of my food, but the guys were paying for us so I decided I would at least take it home in a togo box and eat it later. "Home is not gonna be home without you guys there...." I said out of nowhere.

I'm glad I broke the silence. No one was really talking while we were eating. "I know sweetie, but when we get back we'll make up for the lost time" zayn said. Harry squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek. It was now 4:30. My god. 1 hour and 30 minutes left. I can't take it. I'm dying inside knowing Harry's about to leave me. The gang and I went back home and i put my togo box in the refrigerator.

The boys started packing and it was now 5:30. We drove to the airport and no one talked. It was like we lost one another and we completely were just.....empty. The boys grabbed their luggage and we walked inside the airports. I said bye to niall, he told me to keep eating food. Next I said bye to Liam, he told me to be strong for him. Next was zayn and he told me to never give up on something I loved. I then went to Louis and he told me as soon as he gets back he was going to tackle me into a hug and to be happy for him.

The boys gave me kisses on my head and I walked up to harry slowly. He looked broken. I haven't even said anything and I already had tears in my eyes. "Hi...." he said. I completely broke down right in front of him and he cradled me in his arms. Why was this so hard? "Baby look at me" he said. He lifted my face in his hands and I starred into his eyes. The first time i starred into anyone's eyes ever since this day started.

"When the guys and i first came here, I didn't think anything of it. All I thought was whatever, going to meet more people and get mobbed by fans. But what I didn't think is that a miracle was gonna happen and i was gonna bump into the most beautiful girl in the world who just so happens to be my one and only. I didn't know we were going to go on dates. I didn't know you were going to like me back. And i didn't know I was going to fall in love with you right away. But let me tell you something. I'm so happy i did. I'm so happy I met you, and that we went on dates and that you liked me and that I fell in love with you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me Ari. And it kills me knowing i have to leave you for so long but I need you to be happy for me ok? I swear I will call you everyday and we can video chat. I love you so so so so much. I'm going to miss you" harry said. He then brought me into hug and I cried more.

That was so sweet. He wiped away my tears and smiled. "Come on love, your too beautiful to cry" he said and I smiled, also for the first time today. "I...love you harry" I said. He smiled. "Come on boys it's time to go" Paul said. Harry frowned and looked like he was going to cry also but he knew to be strong for me. "I love you so much baby, I will call as soon as the plane lands" harry said. I nodded.

"Be safe for me" he said. I nodded again. He leaned down and kissed me and it felt like we were the only two in the airport, in California, in the world. "I love you Ari" harry said. He sounded so broken. Another tear fell down my face. "I love you harry" I said. He smiled and started to walk away with the guys. The girls and i hugged each other and started to cry together.

The boys all looked back and waved and blew kisses. Harry mouthed to me "I love you" again. God this was hard. As the girls and I started to walk away something stopped us. "WAIT ARI!!!" Harry said dropping his luggage. He ran up to me and grabbed my hands and looked me in the eyes. "Come with me" Harry said. Oh my gosh. What?