No Control [Hariana]

Chapter 64. "Tell him part 1"

ARI'S P.O.V.

I woke up the next day in Harry's arm. The sun was shining through our window and harry was still asleep. He's so cute. He was snoring and his hair was all over his face. I pushed it back and stared at him.

Man. I'm so blessed to have a boyfriend like him. Someone who's sweet, caring, protective and lovable. Nothing can ever come between harry and I. Oh wait.....except for niall. God, I can't believe he.....kissed me last night. I mean, I know girls would die to be dating harry styles and then have niall horan kiss you but......I love harry. And I'm not a cheater.

I would never ever do anything to Harry if I knew it broke his heart. Louis's trying to pressure me and niall into telling harry what happened. But I really don't want to....I mean.....this is insane. He would hate me. And I can't.....live without harry. He's my everything. I brought my thumb up to Harry's bottom lip and grazed my thumb along it.

His eyes suddenly opened. "What are you doing?" He asked in a husky voice. I started blushing, suddenly embarrassed. "Um...i...I...uh..." I stuttered. "Babe....it's okay...." he said noticing my nervousness. He then kissed me. All I could see is Niall. Ew no. I pulled away immediately.

"Babe....you okay?" Harry asked me. I nodded and got up and walked out of the room. I couldn't take it. When I went downstairs niall and Louis were on the couch talking. Dammit. I tried to go back upstairs before they saw me but Louis caught me. "Ah ah ah, not so fast" Louis said. Ugh.

I slowly walked back down the stairs. Louis motioned for me to come over and sit on the couch. I looked at niall and he just stared at me. I sat down and looked at Louis. "Todays the day. Where we're telling harry. Either you tell him, niall tells him....or I will" Louis said to me. I rolled my eyes.

"So whats it going to be?" He asked. I didn't say anything and neither did niall. "Okay cool, guess I'm doing it. HEY HARRY!!!!" Louis yelled. "My god Lou no!" I yelled softly. Harry then came running down stairs. "Yea? What's up?" Harry asked. He had some shorts on but not a shirt. He then looked at me and smiled. I looked away and he frowned.

"There's something i need to tell you" Louis started saying. Oh shit. No. "Um...actually there's something I need to tell you....can we talk in our room?" I said. Niall and Louis stared at me surprised. Louis's reaction was more like 'wow I can't believe she's actually doing it'. While Niall's was more like, 'no Ari don't do it'. Harry looked confused and nodded.

I grabbed his hand and walked us upstairs. I sat on the bed and harry pushed me down softly and laid next to me. He then put his arms around me and started kissing my neck. No, Harry this isnt the time.....i mean really. It's not. "Harry..." I started saying.

"So what's wrong? Why is everyone acting so weird?" Harry asked. "Um...look...I don't know how...to say this" I started saying. Harry then stopped kissing my neck, realizing that I'm in complete serious mode. "Babe.....what's going on?" He asked curiously. "Are you....breaking up...with me?" He asked.

Oh my goodness. Of course not. Why would he think that? Oh that's right, because niall, Louis and I are acting like idiots. "No harry you got it all wrong....but....im...just scared" I said. "Scared about what ari?" He asked. I hid my face in his chest.

"That...you might...break up with me..." I said. "Babe....tell me. What's happening? Where is this all coming from?" He asked yet another question. Ok Ari, here it goes. It's better to just...say it than having harry find out the hard way.

"Niall.....he......" I started saying. Harry tensed up. "He what Ariana?" He asked a little forceful. "He....kissed....me" I finished. Harry suddenly got up and stormed off towards our door.