No Control [Hariana]

Chapter 66. "Forgive me"

HARRY'S P.O.V.

The next morning I was in the kitchen with Ari. We were talking a little bit more today. I mean.....yesterday was so intense. I'm sorry for hurting Ari....but I'm not sorry for hurting niall. God, I would probably never forgive him. Ugh, and speak of the devil, niall then walked in. He froze and stared at me.

I stared back and Ari had her mouth hanging open waiting for something crazy to happen. "Um...Ari I'll be in the backyard...." I said awkwardly. She nodded. I didn't want to leave Ari alone with that asshole but, I trust her. Plus I don't want to see niall right now. I stepped outside to the deck and sat down on a chair.

About 5 minutes passed and I was just staring at the sky. I heard someone coming but I didn't look. "Ari I'm fine" I said. "Uh...it's not Ari..." he said. I turned around and stood up. "Niall....what do you want?" I asked rudely. "Look......I know I'm probably the person you hate the most right now.

And....look. I'm sorry.....I mean....so sorry. I'm not in love with ari....I just....thought I was because I liked her when we first met her and you know....I'm the single guy of the group....and it hurt to end up knowing Ari fell in love with you like every other girl..and I just felt lonely......and....I don't know...I can't explain how sorry I am" he said. "Niall.....you kissed.....my girlfriend....I don't think I can forgive you for that..." I said.

I was surprised I was even talking to him and not punching the shit out of him. "I know Harry.....it's killing me inside and I feel terrible....you had every right to punch me like that" he said. I then looked at the bruise on his cheek and the cut on his lip.

I felt bad...but then again I didn't. I mean how would you feel if someone so important to you like your boyfriend or girlfriend was kissed by your own best friend? Lemme tell you...it hurts....bad. "look, I know you may not ever forgive me. And I'm so so so sorry for everything I did. I'm over ari. I swear I won't mess with her again. And i feel terrible I did this to you.....to the both of you. I'm so sorry. Your my best friend....my brother and I love you lad....I really really do. I know I may be dead to you now but...you will always be in my heart....I'm sorry man...I'm sorry...." Niall said.

He then started walking away. "Niall wait" I said. I walked up to him. I looked him in the eyes and I hugged him. We hugged for a long time and then I pulled away and cleared my throat. "Harry....you forgive me?" He asked. "I'm still pissed.....but.....I'll forgive you...I still need some time but....we're cool.. I guess.." I said. "YASSSSSSS!!!!!" Ari screamed then came out side with us smiling. Niall and I laughed.

"You little eavesdropper" I said. She smiled and hugged me. I then kissed her but then realized niall was still here. I pulled away and smiled at niall and he kindly smiled back. "Hey ari....are we cool?" Niall asked her. She nodded and smiled and hugged him. "Aye, watch it buddy" I teased niall. We all laughed and hugged together. It feels pretty great to have my brother back.