Brittany's POV:
10 minutes has passed and Trevor hasn't said a word. But i didn't feelI like speaking up either so i let the silence be, it wasn't awkward like i imagined it was rather peaceful and i kind of enjoyed it.
Until Trevor spoke up.
"So, how's things been with your family?" he asks me sweetly looking at me.
"Yeah good, they all miss you." i reply smiling.
Until i realise what i've said.
"I've missed them too, how's sam?" trevor asks sweetly.
Him and Sam got along really well, and Sam was very proving of Trevor & I.
"Yeah she's good, she was asking about you and your girlfriend a while back actually." I reply fiddling with my sunglasses.
"Yeah." he replies shyly scratching the back off his neck.
He only did that when he was nervous which was oddly cute.
"How are things with her anyway?" i ask sweetly.
"We broke up." he tells me fiddling with the end's of a magazine.
I was kinda happy about that.
"Really why's that?" i ask curiously looking at him.
"I can't tell you why. But it was mutual." he replies.
"How's your baby cousin?" Trev asks as he quickly changes the subject.
"Not so little anymore she's 1 & half now. " i reply with a little laugh scrolling through my camera roll to find a photo sam sent me 3 day's ago.
Trev grabs my phone and has a look smiling at it, he scrolls over to the next photo and i quickly get my phone back.
It was the photo of Trev and my baby cousin Ella-May when she was only a few months old and Trevor was on "uncle" duties.
"Sorry britt, i didn't mean to scroll over." Trev replies shyly.
"No, it's okay, don't worry." i reply a little nervous he saw.
"I remember that day, you were so jealous over Ella." Trevor replies lightly laughing.
"Shut up, i was, i was not." i reply playfully hitting his arm in defense.
"Oh sure you weren't. I remember that night you barely would even let me cuddle or kiss you because you were so jealous.' trevor replies jokingly as he looks at me.
"Because you paid more attention to her then me!" i reply playfully hitting his arm yet again.
"You haven't gotten over that huh?" Trevor asks quietly chuckling.
"What do you mean?" i ask trevor a little shyly.
"The whole future thing.." trevors voice trailed off a little unsure.
I felt my heart and mind go back to that moment then and there as Trevor and i discussed our future.
"No, but that day the future never seemed more brighter." i admit shyly.
"You saying i would be a good dad?" He asks me with a cute cheesy smirk.
I felt myself blushing, i felt myself falling in love again. But then that one memory played in my head like a nightmare, i can't snap out of.
"B! Britt, you okay?" Trevors voiced asked me as he got up amd sat beside me wrapping his arm around me.
He knew all about my anxiety and my panick attacks but he did not have a clue about this one memory that i can't shake.
"I'm s-s-s-s-sorry. I-i-i uh gotta go." i reply quickly as i try to pick everything up off the beach chair and wipe the tears away before running off.
He has no clue and he won't be finding out now.
Trevor's POV:
Everything was going so good between Britt & I, we were both talking and having a good time until i mentioned the dad thing and she quickly hurried off and left.
I looked at the seat beside me where she was sat, her book identical to mine was sitting there. I flipped to the page's after we broke up expecting nothing to be there. But i was wrong, really really wrong.
"I was going to be a dad?" i said out loud but no one was around me.
