Brittany's POV:
We've been driving for an hour and a half just outside a lot of the main suburban area. Trevor barely saying a word to me since he got in the car. Trevor and i actually had a few picnics along here once as a date so i thought it was only suitable we had a little memorial here for our baby girl. I pull into the gravel parking lot and park my car, as i grab the bunch of flowers off the back seat and my handbag where i have a little pink bear in their as i place my keys into my handbag after locking the car door.
Trevor slowly got out and made his way over to me before i locked the car door and he didn't grab my hand he just looked around, kinda confused, "Didn't we have a date here?" Trevor ask's me as he trails in front wondering around.
"Yeah we did, i fell asleep and you had to carry me back to this parking lot, remember?" I ask him sweetly as i smile at the memory.
"Yeah and half the time you were whinging about the fly's." Trevor chuckles as he walks to me and grab's my hand tightly squeezing it.
"Only you would have wanted to have a date in the middle of a field," I reply chuckling as i carried the flowers in one hand and held Trevor's in the other.
We walked and talked about our date as we made it to the tree, it was big, and you could easily climb up it. No one knew about this place, it was like mine and Trevor's place. No one else knew, i let go of Trevor's hand as i walked towards the tree where one individual plant of lilly's where planted in the ground just near the tree's roots. I bent down and grabbed the water bottle out of my bag and watered the plant before laying down a bunch of white and pink roses along with the little pink bear.
I touched the ground where nothing was placed, my, our daughter wasn't buried here. I have no idea were she was buried, but all i knew was that this was the spot were i often spent with my daughter, well remembering her.
"Hello baby, mummy brought daddy to visit." I smiled at the ground, turning my head back to Trevor who was standing behind me in astonishment, he slowly walked over and bent down beside me.
"She's not buried here, this is just were i talk to her because this was our place," I tell Trevor quietly and he nodded gently running his hand of the laminated photo i had left here.
Me and him and one of his arm kinda holding my belly, when he didn't even know i was pregnant and at that stage i didn't know either.
"Did you know you were pregnant here, or weren't you?" Trevor asked as i glanced over his shoulders looking at the photo, i wasn't showing not one bit.
"I didn't know." I mumble as Trevor look's at the little memorial i have there, "So it was a girl huh?" Trevor replies kind of half sympathetic smiling at me, kinda looking like he was about to cry.
Trevor always wanted a girl, his first child he had always told me he wanted a girl, then a boy. I knew if he was around he would have loved and spoilt her like he did for me, and if she was around i would have done the same too. We still loved her.
