• Chapter 17 •

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I was fucking nervous the whole ride back home thinking about things I could do with Hayden, but when I arrived back home, the neighborhood was quiet and I felt like he wasn't even at home

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I was fucking nervous the whole ride back home thinking about things I could do with Hayden, but when I arrived back home, the neighborhood was quiet and I felt like he wasn't even at home. I wouldn't deny na disappointed ako dahil tinakasan ko si Zeke just to get to Hayden as fast as I could. 

Panay rin ang silip ko bintana at tinatanaw kung may tao ba sa kabilang bahay. Hindi ko naman maaninag dahil parang nakapatay ang ilaw sa loob. I didn't bother texting him again dahil baka hindi na naman niya ako replayan. I don't know why I was feeling like this. May asawa 'yong tao at kung makaasta naman ako parang ako 'yong asawa?

Medyo nakakabaliw lang. I've never felt something like this to someone before, kung meron man, hindi naman nagtatagal. Once I've got a taste of the person I was desiring, matatapos at mawawala rin kaagad 'yon. But for Hayden, I knew I got down one time with him, but I felt like it wasn't enough. There was a constant thirst and hunger that I needed to fulfill.

But the problem is, the thirst and hunger could probably be there forever, neither Zeke, Jax, nor Armand could make up for it.

Nawalan ako ng gana. I could've just stayed in Zeke's house and joined him in the shower rather than hoping I could talk to Hayden once again. Simula kasi nang malagyan ng kurtina ang bedroom window nila, tumahimik ang paligid. When I wanted to see Hayden naked, pinapanood ko na lamang ang recorded video kong dalawa nila ni Renee. I thought it could make up for it, but I kind of wished the curtains wasn't there. Everyday, Hayden was giving me a show and then I joined them. Sabay kaming nagpapalabas. Now, it was over. Natauhan na ba siya? Because if he does, I guess, good for him.

But he still cheated on his wife. But his secret was safe with me.

I left my phone in the living room while I started preparing for my dinner. I thought I could just prepare a simple meal for myself tonight. This day has been tiring for me, but I won't forget how this day became unforgettable, and that's because of what Zeke showed me.

Habang abala ako sa pagluluto ay may narinig akong nag-ring. Nabato pa ako ng ilang minuto hangga't sa ma-realize ko na sa phone ko nanggagaling ang tawag na 'yon. Agad-agad akong tumungo sa salas kung saan nagri-ring ang phone ko. I didn't even check who was calling, but as soon as I got the phone in my hand ay sinagot ko na kaagad ito.

"Hayden!" pagbigkas ko ng pangalan nito.

"Babe. . . This is Zeke," anito at saka ako napalunok ng laway. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko tatakasan 'yon. "Are you expecting Hayden to call you?"

"Ay, hindi! Magkausap kasi kanina, nabanggit ko lang pangalan. Nagluluto kasi ako," sagot ko at pagdadahilan. I'm not sure if he would buy that reason, but I felt like he would just let it go. "Why did you call? May nakalimutan ba ako riyan sa bahay mo?"

"Nah, wala naman. Ako ang may nakalimutang sabihin sa 'yo," anito. "I was about to invite you sana ulit sa club. There would be an exclusive event there, and I knew you wanted to see how live exclusive events go. Should I pick you up or ikaw na lang ang pupunta sa club?"

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