I'm now in my bed I still can't believe what sarocha said.
"What's the matter Rebecca. I like you lady. No I love you ever since. Please let me love you. I don't care if we're both woman. We can live together till we grow old"
It keep haunting my mind. But how can I love someone who doesn't belong to me. I'm Becky and not Rebecca. Loving her in this world will just give the both of us pain.
I didn't expect I will fall too. I tried to stop myself but not I had fallen and it hurts that we can never happened.
My time is clicking just what the old lady said. I'm starting to die.
I don't even know if I should seek the truth or just let myself die here.
I'm very sorry Sarocha...
And with that I fell asleep...
When I woke up this morning. Breakfast is ready. Sarocha is nowhere to be find.
"Good morning lady Rebecca, how was your sleep?" Her mom asked
"It was good aunty" I said still turning around to check where is sarocha.
"Oh that's good. Are you looking for sarocha? Well she's having a fever so she can't join us now. I didn't where she get it. She never gone sick like that" she said worriedly
I didn't answer aunty and started eating. Aunt said that uncle has gone to work early since they are re busy today.
After eating I decided to check sarocha. I'm feeling guilty now about what happened earlier.
Maybe that was the cause of her fever? As I walk to her room I see the maid was going down still having the food aunt prepared for her.
"Is that for lady sarocha?" I asked
"Yes lady but she refused to eat" she said
"Let me" I said then get the tray from her.
The tray has a towel and medicine too maybe she needed to be cool down from the fever.
I knocked then open the door.
"I told you I don't want to eat" she said
Her voice is somehow raspy maybe because of her fever.
I still move forward near her and put the tray in beside table.
I touch her forehead. And she was really hot.
"Please eat lady sarocha" I said
She then turned around to see me. She's a little bit surprised.
"Let me feed you" I said
"No I don't want to eat, you may leave. You don't even like me so why take care of me" she said pouting like a child
Oh she's being stubborn.
"Did I even said I don't like you? Common sit a little bit and I will feed you" I said
In the end she can't do anything. I started feeding her the porridge. I blow it a little so she won't be burnt.
She almost finished the porridge. After that I give her the medicine and she drink it.
"I will wipe you now to cool down your fever" I said
And then I started wiping her arms and then her face too. After that I put the towel on her forehead.
I was about to leave since I'm done when she grab my hand and look at me pleading.
"Can you stay here Rebecca?" She said still looking pale
Oh how can I resist her being like this.
So I decided to stay and look for her the whole day. Since I can't even go outside without her.
I maybe lost. Now lady sarocha is sleeping soundly. Her fever has gone.
She was just slightly hot. I was sitting beside her. I hold her hand.
"I'm sorry Sarocha.. we're just impossible.. I don't belong in this world. How dare I claim someone who can't be mine" I said
I love you too.. I wish I can say it back..
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