⚠️WARNING ⚠️
-SELF-HARM
-SUICIDE THOUGHTS
-SELF-HATE
-TOSHIRO POV-
(I can't believe I've just said that....)
I thought to myself while sitting in my office.
Rangiku told to leave alone and apologize to her when she comes in for work tomorrow.
I can't image the hurt she's feeling.
It was telling she's not worth anything.
"I....need to make it up to her..."
I said and leaned back on my chair.
{Didn't you say you would reassign her to another squad?}
Hyorimaru spoke.
"I.....didn't mean it.....I was just extremely stress. With Momo losing her captain and the traitor in the Soul Society....."
I said.
{So you've decided to take it out on a fragile being?}
Hyorimaru added.
".....your right.....I shouldn't have took it out on her...."
I said to Hyorimaru.
(I'll make it right...)
-YOUR POV-
100 cuts....
{[YOUR NAME] PLEASE STOP!}
Mizuma pleaded.
But you were out of it....
Everything was numb....
You didn't care anymore....
You've just to end it.
Then out of nowhere you felt something cold.
Like water.
You snapped out of it.
"What...."
{Thank goodness....[Your Name] why....}
Mizuma sounded so sad of what I done to myself.
Finally.....you caved in.
The tears you desperately held back.
Were flowing from your eyes.
You went to your Zanpakuto and hugged it.
"I'm....sorry.....I'm sorry.....Mizuma....I didn't mean to make you suffer....I just can't take this anymore....I want to die...."
You cried.
{Oh....[Your Name....]}
Mizuma spoke softly.
"I.....need to.....get out of here....I'm no soldier.....I'm too fragile...."
You sniffled.
{We can leave tonight....I'm so sorry your suffering dear. I should've been there for you...I'm sorry...}
Mizuma sounded she's about to cry.
"It's....not....your.....fault...."
You were still crying.
-3 HOURS LATER-
After your crying session.
You were a little bit more calm.
{Alright dear....ready?}
Mizuma said.
"Yes...."
You spoke with your voice a little raspy.
{Alright...Just a warning this technique will use all your life energy....so you'll feel drained."
Mizuma warned.
"I don't care...."
You said in a monotone voice.
{Alright....you just need to slice the air....like you are chopping down wood.}
Mizuma instructed.
You unsheathed your blade.
The blade beautifully shone.
"Alright..."
You said.
{Another thing....I don't know this world to much.
We might be another part of this world....forgive me if it's not the human world...}
Mizuma said.
"It's ok. As long it's not here. I'm ok where we land.
Even it's forest...I'll be extremely graceful Mizuma..."
You softly smiled at your Zanpakuto.
{Alright....you don't need to say an incantation. Just slice.}
With that you slice the air.
The air turned into a water portal.
You felt yourself become heavy.
Without wasting time you jumped in the water portal.
As you came out the other end of the portal.
You were in some kind dessert like field with forest surrounding it.
But the sky....it looked fake.
Then you felt the pressure changed.
(What....)
This pressure sent you to your knees.
It was even hard to breathe.
But you couldn't use the technique to get out of here.
Because you already used it.
Your body was already drained and now you have to deal with this.
"ICHIGO STOP SOMEONE IS HERE!"
You heard a voice.
As soon as it stopped.
You passed out.
-??? POV-
As I told Ichigo to stop.
I felt another reiatsu.
It was weak but it's there.
Immediately I went towards it and flashed stepped.
"Hey Yoruichi! What about my training!"
Ichigo ran after me.
It didn't take long for me to find the suspect.
There was a girl with [Hair length and colour.]
As I got closer....she had a katana beside her.
(Is that her Zanpakuto?)
I thought to myself.
"Haaah.....what's the big de——-"
Ichigo stopped mid sentence.
As I turned to look at him.
His face showed extreme shock and some other type emotion.
"Ichigo?"
I said.
"[Y-Your Name....]"
He said.
"[Your Name?] Ichigo do you know this girl?"
I asked.
Ichigo walked closer to her.
"Careful Ichigo she might be an enemy."
I told him.
"No....she isn't....."
Ichigo said.
"What is going on?"
I asked.
I'll explain later....right now she needs medical attention...look at her arms..."
Ichigo pointed at her arms.
There were soaked in blood.
I lifted her sleeves and was greeted by a gruesome sight.
Ichigo was also in complete shock.
Their were deep cuts on hers arms.
So I've decided to pick her up and bring her to our hide out.
YOU ARE READING
Helping You...
Romance{Toshiro Hitsugaya x Depressed Reader} The life of yours wasn't a happy one.... All you been feeling is pain....ever since you were born. You acted cold just to keep people away. But when alone.....you suffer from depression. You died by your mother...
