⚠️WARNING ⚠️
-EMOTIONALLY BURNT OUT
-SUICIDE THOUGHTS
-TOSHIRO POV-
As I tried to talk to [Your Name.]
She just laid their silent with her head turned the other way.
(She really doesn't want to look at me....)
I admit....it's hurts when she won't acknowledge me.
Then again.....I've done something way worse.
So I don't blame her.
"Rukia Kuchiki is going to be executed in the next fifth-teen hours...."
I said.
Again she was silent.
"So.....um...."
This is the first time I'm at a loss for words.
As I tried to break the ice with her.
My eyes kind of wandered on her bandage arms.
(Should...I ask?)
Debating on either I should or not.
"Just leave..."
She spoke.
Her voice was raspy.
Because of the screaming she did.
"Look.....I'm sorry what I said the other day...."
Then she spoke again.
"I....don't care if your sorry.....I never want to be on your squad again or never see you either...."
[Your Name] was still facing the wall as she said that.
It....felt like I was stabbed in the heart.
"I know.....why your mad at me...it's because I was.....insensitive and harsh. I thought you—- "
I was cut off.
"What tough,strong.....can take a beating..."
Her words sounded dead.
"I'm no soldier captain Hitsugaya....and I'll never will be....you think I want to be a soul reaper....or become a higher being....hell no."
[Your Name] said.
(I was right....)
I thought to myself.
"And while we're at it. I'm going to ask head captain....if he can just take my soul....I'm so tired.....why can't I just be a normal soul...."
Her voice was cracking a little bit.
Like she's about to cry.
"Wait....your saying....you want to die?"
I asked her.
"Wow. What gave it away...."
[Your Name] chuckled darkly.
I took no offence to this.
Last thing she needs....is for me to being a jerk to her.
"I'll come back and check on you later...."
I said and walked out of the infirmary.
-YOUR POV-
As Captain Hitsugaya said he was coming to check on you later.
You just brushed it off.
(Mizuma?)
You look both in your sides.
She wasn't there.
"Where....are....you?"
You said tiredly.
"Who are you referring to?"
Spoke a male voice.
Immediately you looked at the entrance.
It was Captain Kuchiki.
"......"
You didn't reply to his question.
Instead you just gave him a blank stare.
About 3 minutes of staring at each other.
Captain Kuchiki broke the silence.
"I asked you a question."
He said sternly.
(I'm not about to take your bullshit....)
You thought to yourself.
"Why should I.....flower man."
You replied.
This seemed to irked the stoic man a little.
(Heh.....got him...)
You mentally chuckled to yourself.
"Flower man?"
Captain Kuchiki was stunned at the nickname.
-BYAKUYA KUCHIKI POV-
In all my years....no one has ever dared to given me a nickname.
She is the first to given me such a.....nickname.
"I suggest you call me my proper title [Last Name.]"
I corrected her firmly.
"Captains flower man...."
She said with unamused expression.
A ghostly tic mark appeared on my head.
"You....."
I then remained professional as captain.
Then....I remembered she is unstable.
(I must be careful not to trigger her....)
YOU ARE READING
Helping You...
Romance{Toshiro Hitsugaya x Depressed Reader} The life of yours wasn't a happy one.... All you been feeling is pain....ever since you were born. You acted cold just to keep people away. But when alone.....you suffer from depression. You died by your mother...
