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It wasn't meant to be like this. I saw him before he saw me. I tried to hide but there cops they probably seen it all. I sigh as he walks over to me "your lucky I'm here" he muttered grabbing my arm "hey no one writes her up I'll take care of it" he said loudly as he drags me to his car shoving me in the back. I wanted to tell him to be careful but I couldn't find my voice.
I was alone for several minutes as he talked to the other cops "what did you take" he asked after getting in the drivers seat he turns and faces me waiting for an answer. "Was it pills like that kid with black hair Quinn or was it weed like the others because it's pretty obvious your high...follow up are you drunk as well because we found alcohol" "just weed" at least it wasn't a lie this time "you know your lucky I'm here or you would have been arrested like your friends" "not my friends" he nods turning around "Adam" I begin "pretty sure your dad would want to talk to you" "Adam please don't tell him please don't I'll stop I'm trying it's just" I heard him sigh "I'll make you a deal you don't smoke or drink and I won't tell I'll help you" I smile my charming award winning Halstead smile at him as he began to drive. "You got any on you" I sigh opening my bag of course I did I had been smoking for four months now. I pass the my weed staff to his waiting hand. "We're going to get you clean" he assured me grabbing ahold of my hand. I didn't want that, that meant pain I didn't want to feel or remember. I equally didn't want to disappoint my dad. I didn't know what I truely wanted. I was so broken, even more broke without it. At least I could pretend when I was high.
He pulls up to his house getting out, he opened the back door practically dragging me into his house. "Adam" I whined he sits me down on the couch "read or something I'm going to get food inform Voight by time I get back you'll be sober you smoke anymore" "I won't" I said still unsure if I should, I think he knew I didn't give him everything. He nods "don't leave I'll have every cop in the city hunting you and then your dad will know" the little voice in my head told me dad already knew. Told me that Adam told dad. Would he keep it to himself..little voice said no.
I was bored out of my mind. I was also in pain from my knee. I had cried and now I was just plain bored because I couldn't focus on my books. What felt like a lifetime Adam came back with Voight. I instantly tense "you told dad" I breath out wincing as I move "when was the last time you felt it" Voight asks "four months ago I think" I knew better than to lie to him, the guy was like a human lie detector, he could just tell but wouldn't do anything until he could prove it. "Please" I beg after several minutes "come on eat" Adam said placing a sandwich on the table making me stare at it. I was terrified to move and feel the pain. "I think you should feel it" Voight said after a moment forcing me to move I wince but as I was moving I got use to the pain. "How many did you use to smoke" "anywhere from five to eight depends on the day" closer to eight these day but I was holding that back. He nods pushing the sandwich closer and getting me a glass of water. "We got your dad to tell the school you won't be in" Adam began "you told him" "not us Emilia" I sigh "he hates me" "no he knows we're getting you clean though" Adam informed me "can I speak to him" "not yet" Voight said making me glare at him but I said nothing just ate my sandwich and drank the water. "I wanna go home" "your dad's going undercover so he doesn't need this added that could result with him being killed" Voight snapped making me flinch I didn't want dad to get killed. I'm a disappointment. How could I the once perfect fall so far. "My mother or uncle" Adam laughs confusing me "your mother is in New York helping herself and your father has given us strict orders not to let you near your uncle" Adam said "Why" "let's just say your uncle shared how you go there some afternoons and smoke with him" Voight said "I image that he didn't willingly give that information over" "eat" Adam said I had never seen him like this. I assume this is what cop Adam is like. I rarely ever got to meet their cop sides. They were all loving, some goofy and some really smart most importantly they were all kind and caring. I occasionally saw dad's cop side but that was a rare thing.
I needed weed and my dad. I had been here hours and was thoroughly what one would call sober or clean. The sun had set and only lights lit the city. I wanted my dad. Adam was cool but nothing compared to dad. I was sober so the nightmares were there. I'm just glad I didn't scream and wake Adam if he was even here. There was a knock at the door making me tense "hey ally bear" dad mused walking in it must have been a compulsion more than a thought. I didn't remember even thinking. I was just in dads arms "I got you" "I feel like a hostage" he laughs "just stay for now I need you safe" he rolled his eyes at how dramatic I was being. I get my dramatic ness from him though so can he really complain. "Just while I'm undercover" "they were mean and rude" "you were high I would have been more mean and rude" I sigh "hey stay with ruz he'll take care of you a few days max" "it's going to be the worst days of my life can't someone else go undercover" "nope" he said I just held him tightly.
