This was bad.
Every time I had a crush, I had the instant urge to see them. And, I actually made ways to see my past crushes during high school because of this urge. I didn't need to talk to them, but I liked seeing them often.
Now, Kalon filled my mind more often than I needed him to. Alam ko naman no'ng unang kita ko pa lang sa kaniya na-cute-an ako. He just had this aura in which you can't say he's not cute. Did that make sense?
Gosh, I even used double negation to describe his looks.
Hindi ko naman siya crush agad pagkakilala ko sa kaniya, pero with our past interactions, nabuo 'yong kilig ko. Kahit nagkaroon na ako ng embarrassing moment sa harap niya, nangingibabaw 'yong kagustuhan kong makita ulit siya ngayon. Especially now that we seem to be... acquaintances. Sana mag-partner ulit org namin sa ibang projects...
Bakit ba kasi cute siya? Bakit sa UP siya nag-aaral? Malamang matalino siya. 'Tsaka, science program pa.
Double hit.
Tapos, nakita ko pa 'yong guwapo niyang selfie no'ng Wednesday night. Tapos, f-in-ollow niya ako sa Instagram. Conscious na tuloy ako sa mga ipo-post ko.
Freakin' hell!
Kung ano-ano na iniisip ko!
I was never sure why I was this giddy with a crush when everything else to me was... chill. Like, sa romance lang ako naha-hype up. It's a weird way to put it, but yeah. Other than that, the closest thing was when Taylor Swift released new music. But romance? Yeah, a higher level of happiness.
Iba 'yong kaba ko kapag ino-overthink ko pag-uusap namin ng crush ko. Iba rin ngiti ko kapag kasama ko siya. Iba 'yong disposisyon ko kapag nakakasalamuha ko siya.
Pati tuloy sa group meeting ko for a project, lumilipad isip ko kay Kalon.
"What do you think, MJ?" nagising ako dahil sa boses ni Amy.
"Huh?" automatiko kong sagot.
"About the deadlines, kaya naman? Since ikaw ang editor, dapat enough 'yong time mo," she answered.
"Oh, sorry, kailan ulit?"
Amy looked irritated with my question, so Wren was the one to answer me this time. She said, "Friday."
"Ahh, yeah, that's fine, enough time na 'yon... Sorry, Amy," I said back.
"Okay, now that that's settled. We can, maybe, start with the theme. Any ideas?" Wren declared.
I opened up my laptop to search for themes. I had to focus, ilang araw na simula no'ng nag-pack ako ng orders, pero parating si Kalon ang umeentrada sa isipan ko kapag may ginagawa ako. Hindi ko namamalayang nagde-dead na 'yong screen ng laptop ko kapag gano'n...
It was Monday already. We were having our development theory subject. But today, our prof gave us an hour to plan for the short film we had to make as our final project. We won't have any exams, just this for finals. However, this was the only time we could use our class time to meet with our group members. The rest of the meetings this semester were for the remaining lessons we had to learn. It was because aside from no exam and just a short film, there were still written activities we needed to fulfill.
When the bell rang, we had already finished our meeting. Tumayo na kaming lahat at umalis ng room.
While walking, Wren nudged me. "What's up with you? Tulala ka kanina no'ng nagsisimula tayo sa meeting," she muttered.
"Something was just on my mind," I quickly dismissed her attempt to know the reason for my distracted eyes a while ago.
"What was it?"
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