Slowly losing sanity

The aftermath???

"I'm scared I'm stuck in a f**cking circus and...what the h*ll EVEN MY THOUGHTS ARE CENSORED?!? Will I ever get out of here???oh my gosh what if this is h*ll what if I did something horrible in the past and this is karma getting me......does this food even taste real?"

"I need to leave"I heard Pomni mumbled."Poor thing"I thought.We all had it hard when we enter this....place but Pomni had it harder I mean it's not really fun seeing a abstracted person on their first "knowing your are never getting out of here"day. I'll talk to Pomni when I'm done with this food.

"I'm going to my room" I said.I get funny looks and I don't like it then a tall purple bunny says"Well would you look at that the kid is already going to their room to abstract" This somehow hurts me "JAX!!!"
Huh is that the bunny's name I..already forgot "Whatttttt I'm telling the truth aren't I" Jax said with a smug smile on his face. "Jax if you talk one mo-". "It's fine ....."Ahhh great what was her name again? "Seeeee even the kid agrees with me,Ragatha"Oh it's Ragatha. "Pomni are you sure..?" Gosh I'm still not used to that name it... scares me."Yea yea I'm sure". "Well I'm going to my room now " I said and then again with the looks but this time nobody says anything and they go back to eating. I walked down the halls where the rooms are and I see the clowns down that was abstracted kaufmo was it?? I look at his door and all I see was a big x on his sad looking face.I turn around to see the other doors that have a x and I said something to myself "Soon I'll have a x on my door face thing" I wanted to cry,yell anything
to know I'm still human but I kept walking till I get to my door which I do but then a problem happens "Great.....It's locked"Does that mean I have to wait for the teeth guy?then I remember Jax has keys everywhere right ughhhhh but I don't want to talk to him....Ragatha perhaps???

THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING A STORY PLZ DONT SAY ANYTHING MEAN ABOUT IT