nick and charlie: love is the strongest force

chapter six

Tw: Anxiety, panic attack

Later that night, Nick and charlie lay together on nicks bed, Nick cuddled into Charlie, his head on charlies chest and his arms around him

Nick is wearing a blue t shirt and some black shorts and charlie wearing one of nicks hoodies and some blue joggers, the duvet covering them slightly

Charlie is reading a book while Nick is just taking on charlje with his eyes closed his breathing slow and steady

The blonde haired boy looks up at his boyfriend, charlie, feeling him move around. He looks down at Nick and smiles

"I thought you were asleep." he says

"No," Nick says, snuggles closer to charlie

Charlie smiles and puts his bookmark in his book so he won't lose his page, then closes the book and puts it on nicks side table, then kisses his head

"You okay?" The blue-eyed boy asks

Nick nods and then gently gives charlie a peck on his lips. Charlie is absolutely surprised but laughs a bit

"Someone's feeling affectionate," charlie laughs

"And is that a bad thing?" Nick chuckles

"Never," he smiles

"Good," Nick whispered, then leaned in for another kiss

Both boys continue kissing like normal until after a few minutes, it starts getting a little more intense.

Charlie smirks into the kiss and crawls over Nick, their lips still connected, and Nick puts his hands on his boyfriend's waist

"You good?" Charlie asks

Nick nods, but Charlie is not convinced

"You sure?"

"Yeah, just kiss me more, please," Nick asks

The dark-haired boy smiles and kisses Nick again. They keel going for a while, and Nick pulls charlie closer

Charlie gently pulls away and kisses his boyfriend's neck, nicks breathing gets heavier as he feels himself getting hard. Charlie pulls away a bit

"This okay?" charlie whispers against his sensitive skin

Nick nods, and Charlie is not yet realising his boyfriend's erection he gently nips at his neck and sucks on it, earning some soon to be very obvious love bites

He moves back to nicks lips and kisses him again, Nick slowly starts getting uncomfortable, but he doesn't want to stop if charlie is enjoying himself

Nick feels charlie lick his bottom lip for entrance, nicks breathing gets heavier before he quickly pulls away and moves away from charlie, sitting in the far corner of his bed, hugging his knees

Charlie looks up at Nick confusedly before sitting next to him.

"nick what’s wrong?" Charlie asks softly

Nick starts crying, and charlie rubs his back

"N-no more..!" Nick sobs and puts his hands over his face

"Baby, you should have said you felt uncomfortable.." charlie says in a comforting voice

"I-i'm sorry I tried..!" He continues crying

"No s word," charlie hugs him. "No s word, nick, you have nothing to be sorry about at all,"

"I've ruined it..!" Nick sobs

"hey hey hey I’m right here baby you didn’t ruin it. i promise," charlie continues rubbing his back

"I did..!" Nick hugs his knees tighter

"No, you haven't, Nick. deep breaths it’s okay?"

"I promise I tried.." Nick says tears still falling out his eyes."i promise.."

"Nick.. it’s okay, " his boyfriend comforts

Nick doesn't say anything else but just crys, this bring much worry to charlie, wondering if this had something to do with tyler

"Is there anything else..?" He asks gently,

Nick, stay quiet for a minute before speaking up

"T-tyler.." he starts off. "H-he um..."

Charlie holds his hands "I’m right here, my love."

"He used to force himself on me.." He continued. "A-and when I told him to stop, he never did..."

"what a fucking prick i promise you now I’ll never ever do that to you" charlie says obviously pissed that typer treated him like that

"A-and he never let me get changed after or have a shower and stuff like that he'd js leave me there.." nick says

"I will never ever do that to you ml i promise Tyler’s just a dumb prick with no life and wants to make people feel shit"

Nick nods gently and charlie kisses his cheek lovingly

"Wanna just watch a movie?" Charlie asks

Nick smiles and nods and charlie grabs nicks laptop and loads it on and puts on Disney plus and puts on iron man, nicks favourite marvel movie

Charlie opens up his arms so Nick and cuddle up to him and Nick does just that resting his head on charlies chest and they watch iron man until Nick falls asleep

Charlie looks over at nick and smiles hearing his small snores and pauses the movie and kisses nicks head

"I love you to the moon and back" he whispers