Karma's POV
As I look at myself in the mirror, I can't help myself not to reflect. Hindi reflection ng sarili ko kung hindi reflection ng kung ano ang nasa loob ko. As I look at my reflection, I can't help but to feel frustrated. I get these boring and sleepy eyes, with an unusual color brown iris... but no, it isn't. It's not colored brown, but rather it's a combination of dark black-reddish color.
Creepy? I know...
My eyes were in disguise at wala namang nakakapansin ng kakaibang kulay nito. It's pretty normal, unless you try to scrutinize it. I look at myself, boringly, as I touch my long scar in the right region of my face. I chuckle, sino ba namang hindi matatakot sa'kin, if I had this ugly scar on my face? Plus my oh-so-not good eyes ay dumadagdag pa? Maybe, they're right..
They are right because I'm a creep...
Hindi ko pa rin malilimutan, or let's just say na patuloy pa rin na nag-lalaro sa aking isipan ang mga bagay na hindi ko na dapat pinapansin pa. Pero hindi naman ako may amnesia upang makalimot, at wala akong parkinson disease upang maging ulyanin. Sa araw-araw kung nabubuhay, hindi maiiwasan na may mga tao akong nakakasalamuha, and majority of them are the same, they look terrified and even disgusted.
Which makes me loathe them too.
I punch the mirror, now, it shatters into pieces. My knuckles are now bleeding, but I don't feel anything, it stings but it's not painful. The bleeds stop in a matter of seconds. And, I know it will heal anytime soon, unlike the ordinary.
Isang malalim na hininga bago ko napagdesisyonan na kunin ang walis at dustpan.
Ayan kasi! Nagkalat pa, ako lang din naman ang mahihirapan mag-linis.
Kakamot-kamot ako sa ulo habang sinimulang damputin ang malalaking debris ng salamin at saka sinunod na walisin ang maliliit.
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It's friday in the afternoon, at isa lang ang subject namin ngayong araw which is Physical Education and Health. Excited pa ako kasi hindi kami magle-lecture kasi maglalaro kami ng Volleyball as a part of our lesson.
Hindi naman ako marunong maglaro nito, kahit pa minsan ay nakakapanood ako. Hindi ko naman kasi mahanapan ng oras ang sarili ko para lang mag-laro nito.
Batuhan ng bote kasi ang sports ng mga tao sa kalye namin.
Mukhang masaya naman ang larong ito at dahil bago ito sa akin makakadagdag din 'to sa mga nalalaman ko, at isang way din para mas lalo ako makapag-enjoy.
BINABASA MO ANG
MHC-007: KARMA
Fiksi RemajaWhatever you do, there are always a consequnces, and that is what you called KARMA. They say, "Life is full of aesthetics, it is just a matter of appreciation, and contentment." But, the series of nothingness puts me in the abyss of darkness. Tatan...
