The Punished And The Privileged

Chapter Four- the catch

"but........" he added and i knew what he was going to say.

"Because of your age you will have to return with me after its done"he said, not once moving.
He shattered all my hope for my future. "and you won't be aloud to talk to any member of the royal family".

"why not? " i asked looking up at him. He just looked at me for a while" i dont want you to make any bonds you wont be able to sustain"he answered. I hate to admit it but he did have a point yet i was at this time i couldn't speak so i just nodded my understanding.

When he walked away i was left to ponder by myself, get lost in my own thoughts, not caring about what was around me. But i couldn't give up hope, i was finally able to see them and see what their like, and im not going to give that up not for anything.

After a while i realised that he was still looking at me from his room and also realised that it was dark. How did i sit here so long?. I got up and headed to my tent, all of the people being trained lived in small huts lined up side by side to save room and add a sense of gratitude for a home. My tent was in the exact corner of the kingdom, where the highest ranked trainees are situated, all the tents had was a small bed a table and a small trunk for your uniform and other belongings like books and stuff like hair brushes and combs.

As i woke up in the morning just as dawn was approaching i couldn't help but feel let down by the news yesterday. I wasn't even aloud to talk to them goddamn it but on the positive side im going to meet them.

I started getting dressed i couldn't help but think of them and of what they will think of me. What if they don't want me anymore?. What if they hate me?, do i have any siblings?. So many things i want to know but no way of finding out.

Because the hunting trip was cancelled i had absolutely nothing planned. I wanted to ask master if i could go for a small ride but he might not be up yet and I don't want to wake him. As i pondered what to do i walked out my tent and closed the flaps i walked to the training area to ask if i could help teach the children something but as usual the denied it, saying i might scare them.

I sat on the walls of the kingdom, looking out onto the world that surrounds us, thinking about whats going to happen to me how they will react.