Emily sat on her bed, crossed legged her notes everywhere, textbook and computer open. There was a ding from her computer.
Subject A7: The Leader:
Well, I can handle that last advice. Become besties. :) See, your dark soul doesn't seem so dark and cold. You're more help than any of the slint head guy friends. Now..gotta make excuses to be with her. ;)
Emily smiled, she couldn't help but chuckle. This guy was absolutely head over heels.
Your one love sick puppy, A7. Ha. It's cute. And if course I have better advice. For 1. I'm a shuck girl. 2. Just telling you what I would want if I was girl 2.
Emily saw the typing notification, he was typing back already.
You make all great points! Okay, miss smarty, how would one make excuses to hang out?
Don't need excuses to hang with a bestie, my man. Randomly text her. Just sit with her, homework together, tell her things, be goofy, invest in her. For the most part, girls just want to feel loved, appreciated and that you're thinking of them. A7, we females aren't that complicated. Cold, hungry, coffee, sleep, hugs and random thinking of you texts.
Emily thought a bit more, she could care less about the stuff, presence flowers, the cliche girlfriend boyfriend things. She would rather just feel like someone actually wanted to spend time with her. She appreciated Minho coming to talk to her, making sure she was okay. She enjoyed their kitchen dance party...her stomach just about exploded with butterflies when he gently held her waist and then asked if she was comfortable. That's what made her feel like maybe he did actually care about her. And maybe she would be comfortable lowering her walls.
Okay. I can do that! :) what would I do without you?
Crash and burn.
Haha. Harsh.
Dark and soulless, remember? ;)
Right. So...how is this unavailable boy of yours?
Emily sighed. She didn't even know. Why was it so easy to talk to this A7 about how she was really thinking and feeling than Sonya? She didn't have an answer, maybe because it was anonymous, he couldn't judge her, he could see who she really was.
Well...he maybe slightly more available.
Is he now?!? Well, what's stopping you, Princess?
...my inner demons. Past trauma...fear, anxiety, over thinking.
I'm listening.
I don't even know. I don't know how to explain it. I don't have words to explain.
Throw some words out, I'll put them together.
What if I finally lower my walls and he doesn't like what's behind? Terrified. I've always been a nobody. No one has ever wanted to invest in me, so why would he? Don't feel good enough. Feel too broken. To unlovable. I've been hurt too many times. I'm not the girl he would normally date.
Princess, everyone is loveable. Even those who don't feel worthy, those are the ones who deserve it the most. It means that one special person can show them what real love and care is. I'm sorry you've been let down so much that you feel that way. <\3
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