BSD Oneshots -Ranpoe, Soukoku, Shin Soukoku-

Underweight (Shin Soukoku)

TW: Eating problems/disorder, swearing, throwing up and abuse, of any of these trigger you please click to the next chapter! If you wanna read but skip those parts, there will be ⚠ signs when those parts start and end! <3

Nobody POV:

While at the orphanage, Atsushi was abused and underfed most days. He'd get around 1-2 meals every 2 weeks, and if he tried to steal any food from the kitchen or other kids, he'd be put through a punishment. The punishments were: no food for 3 weeks, iron [burning Atsushi's skin with a hot iron], dark room [locked in a dark room for a certain amount of time, I headcanon Atsushi having a fear of the dark because of this], extra chores and the belt.

These were all the usual punishments, but there was one specific day that he stole food, and the punishment was something he'd never forget.

(Past) Atsushi POV:

The day before, I had snuck into the kitchen and taken some bread and meat from the fridge, which I snuck back to my cell and ate happily. Apparently one of the cooks had seen me though, and even worse, the food I had taken was specifically the headmaster's. I knew he'd be brutal this time, as I heard my cell door creak open and footsteps approach me.

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"So. You think it's fine to steal my food, and get away with it?!" I heard the headmaster yell, my eyes opening wide in fear as I looked at what he was holding. He held a hot iron, a scalpel, nails and a hammer.

"Headmaster please! I was starving, I didn't know it was your food!" I screamed, clasping my hands together and begging him not to punish me.

I let out a deafening scream as I felt something stab through my foot, the pain was sharp and stinging, I could feel blood dripping down my foot and the warm tears running down my cheeks.

I slowly opened my eyes, and I could feel my heart stop beating for a second as I saw what he had done. There was a nail through my foot.

The headmaster smiled seeing me cry and writhe in pain, as he hammered another nail in to my foot, earning another pained scream. "I WON'T DO IT AGAIN! PLEASE!" I screamed, as I felt 2 more nails stab through my hands, leaving me nailed to the corner. My eyes opened slowly, looking at the warm blood running down my palm, joining the small pool of blood on the floor around me.

"We're halfway there Atsushi. How do you feel? I hope you're not gonna pass out on me, after all, we need to get rid of all the fat you've gotten from eating my food. Fat pig." I felt my heart ache hearing the insults as he continued to mutter comments about my weight and how I was 'fat'.

The headmaster then picked up the scalpel and the hot iron, pressing the iron to the scalpel to heat it up. He then lifted my shirt to show my stomach before pressing the hot scalpel into my flesh. Tears glazed my eyes as I felt the blade press deeper into my skin, beginning to scream even louder than before.

He grunts hearing me scream, pulling the scalpel out. "God you're weak. So much fat, yet still so weak." He mumbled, grabbing the hammer and pulling the nails out of my hands and feet.
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Nobody POV (present):

When the ADA took Atsushi in, he had a check up with Yosano to make sure he was healthy. Of course he wasn't, he was umhealthily thin and malnourished, you could slightly see his ribs. Yosano encouraged Atsushi to begin eating properly, and over time Atsushi had begun to get close to a normal weight for someone his age.

That was until one day, when Dazai took his teasing too far. "Hey Atsushiiiii~" Dazai said in a sing-song tone.
"Yes Dazai?"
"You've put on more weight then when we first hired you! Maybe you should watch how much your eating, you're a tiger, not a pig!~"