Deep in my heart

Chapter 19: The way I Feel

It was late in the evening as Jeremy lay in his bed eating pizza and watching Star Blazers.It had now been two weeks without Elaenna and he wasn't taking it well at all. He was interrupted when his phone rang and the name"supervisor popped up but he still ignored it. It rang several more times until they finally left a voicemail...when it played, he was met with his angry boss's voice which said "Jeremy you better call me right now...how could you leave a patient's house without signing the "denial of service form" and filing a complaint with me so that I could remove you and reassign someone else. Ms Sasha is angry and threatening legal action due to your mistake so get your ass over there right now and get it done".

Jeremy sighed before picking up the phone, calling Sasha back, and saying"What's up with this mess".Sasha said in a panicked tone" Look I'm sorry I lied but you weren't answering and I need you over here, please! It's Elaenna...s-she needs you okay, she's tried to harm herself three times and all she calls for is you...I have her restrained in her room but please, I'm begging you, I need you here...she needs you here!" Jeremy sighed and said"I'll be there" and then hung up. Jeremy quickly got dressed, made up his bed, and turned everything off before heading out to his car. After letting it warm up, he took off like a bullet, driving as fast as he could without risking being pulled over.

As he drove, all he could think about was helping Elaenna, nothing else mattered, not his feelings, his job, or even his belongings. She needed his help and he was going to be there whether she hated him, cussed him out, or tried to hurt him afterward because he made a promise and he would regret it if later he went back on his word. After driving for an hour and thirty minutes, he arrived where he found the gate already open so he drove on in and up to the front of the house and quickly got out. He rushed up to the front door and knocked however what he saw next caught him by surprise.

The door opened to reveal Elaenna standing there in a white dress with a loving smile on her face. Jeremy froze and said, "B-but your aunt said-". Elaenna cut him off by putting a finger on his lips and saying"Let's talk". She grabbed his hand and led him to her room all without saying a word. Jeremy was shocked by her demeanor and a strange feeling of seduction that was emanating from her as they walked. Once they reached her room, Elaenna opened the door and pulled him inside and over to the sofa that sat in front of the TV, on the far side of the room. She let go of his hand and fell to her knees after he had sat down and before Jeremy could say anything she began to speak.

She said"I-I'm so sorry for everything I did to you...I tried to deny and hide from the truth because I was scared of so much...but that ends today. I know what I want, I know how I feel now and I've made up my mind that I would clear my chest tonight".Elaenna got up, sat next to Jeremy, looked him in the eyes, and said"I love you, Jeremy Watterson...I always did since the first time you walked into my room at talked to me. I may have been confused back then but I know now that you are the one for me and the one I want. You accepted me as a flawed, mess of a person and told me I could change and then you went further to help me change. You protected me and I felt so safe around you".

Elaenna teared up and said"I've always been a closed book, always carried so much pain...I pushed away everyone around me and felt like no one was worth my time but you changed all that just by coming into my life, giving me strength and support. You thawed my heart out and made me know the joys of love, skinship, and the simple things life had to offer and I'm forever grateful". By now, Jeremy's heart was pounding and he found himself frozen and unable to move. He couldn't believe that Elaenna actually felt the same way as him and it made him so happy and all he could do was form a smile".

Seeing his shocked face made her giggle a bit but she was laughing because it was cute. After she stopped laughing, She said"This should snap you out of it" and pulled him into a kiss. A few seconds in, he closed his eyes and kissed back as his heart began racing like crazy and his body began to heat up. The kiss continued for a minute or two before Elaenna pulled away. She pushed him down onto the couch and straddled his hips with a mischievous smile on her face. Jeremy blushed hard and said"W-what are you d-doing?" she giggled and said in a seductive tone,"I said I was going to make you mine, and tonight I intend to make it official". She put her hair in a bun before leaning down and planting kisses all over Jeremy.

She pulled his jacket off, revealing Jeremy's white tank top which somehow made him look even manlier and served to turn her on even more. By the time she was done kissing him, he had hickeys and lipstick all over him. She giggled and said, "Now that I've marked my property I'd say it's time I had a taste of my catch".