After her dad tragically passed away, when she was 12, she moved in with the uncle she never knew she had, Fernando Alonso.
She becomes fast friends with a few familiar names, one in particular😉.
I hated myself for forgiving them all so fast, what they did was out of order.
But then again, what if I hadn't and something bad happened, I would never forgive myself.
My thoughts were spinning as I lay next to Charles, I can't sleep. I wasn't wrapped up in his arms, although I had made up with him, I was still gonna give him a a bit of trouble.
My head was gone, I knew it really wasn't that deep, I knew I shouldn't be worried by it, but yet I still did, relentlessly.
It was six in the morning now, I still couldn't sleep, I decided it was pointless even trying. I got up quietly, I grabbed my phone and headphones. I quietly went over to my suitcase and pulled a pair of cycling shorts and a plain top. I went into the bathroom and got dressed brushing my teeth whilst there.
I got a set of keys and left the boat. The sun was just about to rise, I figured I could walk to the shop and get the French equivalent to Lucozade and maybe some snacks, then sit on the roof and watch the sun rise.
The shop I went to was 24-hour so it was open. The woman in their looked surprised to see someone my age in their so early. I bought a litre bottle of an energy drink, some crisps and some posh biscuits. I was going to have a real feast.
The shop wasn't far so I got there and back in half an hour. I was a bit chilly so I snuck back inside to find Charles' jacket from last night left on the living room floor. Typical. I was being careful not to wake George and Lando, still sound asleep on the couch.
I began eating all the food I bought, I was starving since I didn't eat at dinner yesterday.
I started playing Fleetwood Mac, which my dad always said were like his Oasis when he was sad. I definitely understood him now, they sang with so much passion it felt like they speaking directly to me.
I drank all of the energy drink, it hadn't hit yet, I still felt like a zombie. Nonetheless the sunrise was still magical, the mixture of oranges and yellows looked like a painting.
My thoughts seemed to clear, like the sunset was actually magic. I came to the conclusion that I shouldn't hold a grudge and that I'm glad I forgave them, and I was going to explain to Aaron at the race.
I finished all my food by eight, this was an acceptable time to do things at a normal volume, so I went back inside to make myself a cup of tea, filling up on more caffeine.
Everyone was still asleep so I did my whole morning routine, showered and got dressed. Since we were going to be in the Ferrari garage, I had to be repping, I wore the same jacket but made the outfit less casual than yesterday.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Since I was put into Fernando's care my clothes had become much more expensive. Before I was wearing New look and Primark, now I was wearing Coach, Diesel and Von Dutch on the daily. I wasn't too concerned by the brands, but they looked extra gorgeous and if I have the means to have them, why not?
