After her dad tragically passed away, when she was 12, she moved in with the uncle she never knew she had, Fernando Alonso.
She becomes fast friends with a few familiar names, one in particular😉.
It's Tuesday now and we're in the car on the way to the ITV building in London.
On the Sunday night we did in fact stay up, it was great fun, I edited the whole video and I think it looks really good, as does Charles. I showed Kelly and Max yesterday, they decided to come down to the track with Jack too. That was also really fun, watching both Max and Charles get in the karts and race against him, Jack won multiple of the races, both the men claim to have let him win, but that's not what it looked like.
"When do you think you're gonna upload it?" Charles' hand squeezing my thigh and his question separating me from my thoughts.
"Later I think or when I'm on the plane, might give me a chance to switch anything I change my mind on" I shrugged "I'm not too sure about the friends thing, is it not a bit weird?"
"I think it's funny and so does everyone else love, don't stress it"
I done this thing where everyone I did the little intro on, I added a few videos and pictures of them and played the friends theme song, I made sure they were each alright with it of course, but I was nervous others wouldn't find it funny.
"You're thinking so loud even I can hear it my love, people will love it, I have no doubt in my mind" He held my hand gently as he continued to drive down the motorway. It was a Tuesday morning so there was hardly anyone out thankfully.
"But what if they think it's cringe"
"So what?" He pulled my hand up to his mouth placing a soft kiss to the back of it. "So what if they think you're cringey, at least you were having a good time doing it"
"What if I start losing followers and it affects the work account, then my job gets brought into it" I felt as though I could tell him every little thought in my mind.
"Honestly, just upload it now, put yourself out of your misery, the longer you wait, the more procrastination and doubt gets brought into it" I gave him an unsure look "Trust me Etoile, It's really good, they'll love it"
"Ok, but if it goes bad, I'm blaming you" I grabbed my laptop and logged onto my youtube, I still hadn't made an account yet so I had to do that first. I made the username the same as my Instagram giving it the same profile picture as well. Before I could second guess myself again I hit the button and posted it.
I instantly covered my eyes and closed the laptop, I couldn't bare to look.
"Done it?" His hand went back to my thigh, I didn't reply instead just nodding and groaning.
"I don't want to talk about it, change the subject please"
"Have they told you what you're wearing yet?" He changed the subject very fast, I was grateful.
"No, ITV wants to keep it a surprise, all I know is that they've made it racing related and it's been designed based off my style"
"Have they not given you any other clues?"
"Nope, only asking my shoe size in boots and told me to bring gold jewellery, I don't know whether to be nervous as hell or excited" I felt a buzz from my phone, it was Kelly, a picture of Lucky "Look at this, they've bought her a necklace and apparently she's been really good, I'm posting that"
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