Without you (a Matthew Kim/Bm x male reader story)

Ch 8

The next morning I wake up to my phone alarm I immediately letting out a groan but reluctantly get up and turn the alarm off forcefully. I then see a text from Matt asking to meet in the gym I quickly replying with an okay. I rush out of bed and quickly pull on some basketball shorts with a t shirt then grab my things and head out the door to the company gym. Once I enter Matt looks up and smiles that weird feeling back in my stomach. I give him a little smile back as I head over to him. "Alright so today I think I'll go a little harder on you. So let's get started." I groan a little pouting but listen to him as he starts pushing me harder than the past few days. I do my best to keep up determined to get through this. About halfway through though I start getting tired I stopping and wipe the sweat from my face. "Matt I think I'm done for the day." He surprisingly nods. "Alright you did great today." I blush a little thanking him then take a seat on the floor and settle in to watch Matt finish up his workout. "So what's the plan for today? Are we working more on the song or what?" He looks at me before saying simply. "We're actually planning on going out drinking tonight. Do you and your sister want to come?" I blink a little before saying determinedly. "Sure. It'll be another thing to do on my bucket list." He smiles and nods. "Alright I'll text you the club name and everything later." I nod smiling a little. "Alright. We'll meet you guys there since Abby takes awhile to get ready." He gives a little nod and goes to finish his workout I sitting in the floor watching him as we chat when he surprises me by asking gently. "Is there a reason you hardly ever eat anything?" I stay quiet for a moment before saying softly. "I just don't want to get fat. It's why I also decided to start working out because I feel like I was gaining weight." He frowns slightly at me. "Declan you're tiny. It might be good for you to gain some weight. Especially when you start touring and stuff because your body will need more nutrients to keep your energy up." I make a slight face at the idea of gaining weight feeling a little anxious. "We'll start out very slowly. Just barely increasing your calorie intake until you're comfortable eating a lot more." I sigh but reluctantly agree. "Alright." He grins at me and I feel my cheeks flush pink my stomach twisting with that weird feeling again. We keep talking until Matt finishes his workout I getting up and see it's around lunch time. "I better head back to Abby. But text me the club name and everything and I'll see you tonight." He nods assuring me he will and I give him a little smile as I leave heading back to my dorm. I hang around with Abby the rest of the day until it's time to head out I wearing a white shirt with a black button up over it and black pants that hug my frame a little. Abby and I head to the club I texting Matt to say we're there and ask where he is after the bouncer checks our ID's. I look around the club a little anxiously when I hear Matt's voice. "Hey guys glad you could make it!" I look at him my eyes unconsciously widening a little when I see him in a tight white button up shirt with black jeans I getting a weird feeling in my stomach. Abby greets him cheerfully and I give a little smile as he starts to lead us to a room where J seph, Somin and Jiwoo are all sitting. Abby runs off to join them and I turn to Matt with a small smile he giving me a bright smile back. "You want a drink?" I blink before deciding to go for it. "Sure. You choose for me." He nods and says he'll be right back before leaving the room. He comes back a few minutes later and hands me a drink that looks like a slushee. Looking curious I take a sip before humming and drink more of it eagerly. Matt drinks his own drink we chatting happily for awhile I starting to feel a bit tipsy after finishing a second drink but ignore it when I ask Matt shyly. "Can we maybe go dance a little?" He smiles and nods finishing his drink then sets our cups aside before he leads me to the dance floor. We start dancing I getting absorbed in the music until I look up at Matt our eyes locking and I get lost in his eyes. Unconsciously moving a little closer our faces are inches apart and I get this urge my tipsy slightly drunk mind having me lean up and press our lips together. He tenses for a second before he starts kissing back I letting out a little moan when he deepens the kiss. Slowly pulling away when we need to breathe I start nuzzling against Matt's neck a little placing light kisses and nips he letting out a soft groan before he gently grabs my hips and pushes me away a little he looking down at me. "Are you sure you want to start this?" I immediately say without really thinking. "I'm sure." He studies my face before nodding and grabs my hand leading me out of the club. We head down the street he stopping at a store then leads me to a hotel and I'm lead inside. Matt pays for a room my stomach twisting in anticipation as he leads me to the elevator we heading up to the right floor and to a room where as soon as I walk in we take our shoes off he setting the bag on the nightstand and I'm brought into a passionate lustful kiss I kissing back eagerly. He backs me up to the bed where he picks me up and lays me on the bed I letting out a moan when he starts kissing down my neck. I expose more of my neck to him and whimper when his hands run all over me. He pulls away from me a little and takes both of my shirts off I immediately reaching up and start to fumble with the buttons on his shirt starting to get frustrated. Matt chuckles and finishes unbuttoning for me I immediately eyeing him appreciatively. He then reaches for my pants and looks at me for permission I swallowing but nod. He pulls off my pants and underwear I immediately feeling a little insecure but he pulls me into a heated kiss for a moment. The kiss is passionate and deep he slowly pulling away and grabs the bag from the store pulling out a small bottle of lube and pours some over his fingers before gently entering one in me my body tensing for a moment before I slowly relax. He then gently enters a second finger slowly preparing me I letting out a little moan. He eventually adds a third finger I starting to feel a little eager a little whine leaving me. "Please!" He pulls his fingers out and quickly undresses the rest of the way I immediately eyeing him and swallow a little in anticipation. He then pours some lube on himself before he positions himself at my entrance I gripping onto the bed sheets a little tightly when he starts to enter me. I bite my lip as Matt nuzzles against my neck murmuring softly. "It's okay baby boy just relax." I swallow and after a moment I beg a little softly. "Move." He slowly pulls out before gently thrusting back in I letting out a moan of pleasure. He then starts a slow gentle pace I panting and moaning in pleasure only to cry out when he hits a certain spot in me I whimpering out a "M.... Matt!" He groans and murmurs huskily. "That's it baby boy. You're taking me so well." I whine and cry out as he hits that spot with each thrust starting to feel my peak build. "M.... Matt c... close!" He moans and speeds his thrusts up a little I squirming a little from the pure pleasure. "Finish for me baby boy. Let go." I whine then yell out in pleasure as I finish throwing my head back in ecstasy only to shudder when I feel Matt soon follow me over the edge I feeling him inside me. Breathing a little heavily we stay together for a while before he slowly starts to move I feeling tired and dazed as he lays beside me and cuddles me close I sighing happily and slowly fall asleep.