Slowly waking up I immediately blink in confusion wondering what woke me up when I suddenly hear my ringtone going off. Letting out a little groan I go to move only to pause when I feel a pair of strong arms around my waist. Blinking I slowly look down seeing a pair of men's arms wrapped around my naked waist my eyes immediately widening in shock. Swallowing I carefully get out of the grasp and scramble out of bed grabbing my phone as it goes off again I seeing Abby's contact popped up. I answer it reluctantly with a whispered. "What?" She immediately huffs saying in a worried tone. "Are you okay? You left the club last night without even telling me. I didn't know where you were until Jiwoo told me you left with Matt." I immediately freeze and slowly turn around seeing that it is indeed Matt asleep on the bed he naked as well. Gulping I say softly. "Hey Abby I gotta go. I'll come home later but right now I need to take care of something." Before she can say anything I quickly hang up and set my phone aside running a hand through my hair anxiously little memories of me and Matt kissing coming to mind as well as me vaguely remembering the feeling of pleasure and Matt's husky voice. Biting my lip I continue to have a small freak out when I suddenly hear movement my eyes going to Matt when I see his eyes open he immediately giving me a little smile my heart beat speeding up. "Hey. Why are you up?" I shift a little before saying softly. "Um Abby called freaking out about where I was." He nods and sits up stretching I unconsciously eyeing him only to snap out of it mentally cursing myself. Matt gives me a confused look tilting his head. "You're acting weird." I bite my lip before admitting softly. "I uh I woke up kinda confused about what happened." His stares at me for a moment before saying cautiously. "You don't remember?" I blush a little. "Not the full details. I was pretty tipsy last night." He frowns a little after eyeing me. "You're uncomfortable with what happened." I admit a little softly. "I hadn't ever considered sleeping with a guy before and it's got me confused and my mind all jumbled. I hadn't ever thought about being gay or even being attracted to guys. I mean no girls have ever caught my attention but neither has a guy. I just I don't know." He gives me a small sympathetic smile. "It's okay to be confused but you seemed to enjoy yourself last night. How about we take things slow? Keep hanging out and see how you feel about doing romantic things with a guy." I bite my lip before giving a little shy nod. "Alright. I should probably get back to the dorm though because Abby was freaking out." He nods and gets up stretching I unconsciously eyeing him appreciatively only to snap myself out of it and grab my clothes pulling them back on. We then clean up a little bit then leave the hotel Matt leading me to his truck that's still parked at the club he driving me home. Once we stop I give him a shy look. "I guess I'll see you tomorrow for our usual work out?" He smiles and nods. "Of course." I smile and wish him goodbye before getting out and head inside just barely closing the door when I'm ambushed by Abby she giving me a stern look. "What the hell happened to you last night?" I immediately blush and groan hiding my face in my hands. I then look at her pitifully and admit softly. "I got a little wasted and Matt and I slept together." Her eyes widen in shock. "I thought you said you weren't gay?" I immediately say defensively. "I'm not! At least I don't think I am." I then whine and say pitifully. "I don't know! I'm all confused!" She raises an eyebrow at me before smirking. "Was the sex at least good?" I blush bright red and splutter in embarrassment. "I hardly remember anything Abby." She shrugs. "Well was the little bit you do remember good?" I blush even more giving her a look. "I'm not answering that. I'm going to shower and then take a nap." She pouts but I ignore her I heading to my room to grab pajamas and then go get a shower my mind thinking back to last night more memories popping up and I bite my lip feeling a small pool of arousal form in my stomach. Swallowing I shake my head and finish washing off before I head to my room laying down and slowly fall asleep.
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Without you (a Matthew Kim/Bm x male reader story)
FanfictionDeclan and his sister are a new group that just debuted. What happens they start to work with Kard? What happens when Declan ends up running into Matt alone and starts getting close to him? (Does contain smut, has one chapter that mentions suicide)
