[Sal Fisher x FemReader] - Chaotic Melody

𝟛. 𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕

I think I found hell,
I think I found something,
I think I found something in my TV screen.
I think I found out, that I have nothing
That I have nothing in this place for me

For Y/N, the days ahead were to be a test, of her endurance, of her commitment, of her confidence, but most of all, a test of her understanding of the person who had begun to make her life a living hell. For Y/N, she'd had people like this in her life a few times before, so it wasn't a surprise, it was just that when someone had started treating her like this in the past, she'd never had a problem pushing them away. 

But now the problem was big. And she didn't know how big a problem it was going to be yet.

The last incident had happened a week ago when Y/N had driven herself and Ashley from the bar to her apartment. That was the last time he'd treated her like that since then. They'd been doing some hard rehearsals entire week, for the Weeping Angels, it was just resurrecting something they'd never forgotten, so they got into the rehearsal cycle very quickly. It wasn't that easy for Y/N, Fisher tried to keep what he promised her every day. That she would beg, cry and get down on her knees so she could leave Nockfell and never came back again. But that was the last thing Y/N had planned. 

Y/N had several new reasons to stick it out and stay in Nockfell. 

She wanted to help Ashley get back on her feet, Ashley was a strong girl, but she needed someone new in her life, someone who was gentle with her, no one in the group could do that, no one could empathize with her that much. She was a hurt girl who was completely alone in the band, she felt alone, everyone was looking back at her all the time. Ashley was the first reason to stay and push through. 

Todd was supportive and reprehensible from the start, Y/N couldn't leave him, he had his husband Neil Morrison, but Todd felt like you filled in the missing piece on Y/N's first day with the Weeping Angels, that had been missing for so long, he didn't want to admit it, but there was an energy between Y/N and the other members that he couldn't absorb all at once, he knew it was going to be good again and Y/N was a solid glue for them, that wouldn't come off. 

Larry, was what kept Y/N afloat about Sal, he knew him best, so every time, he did something to you, he would go to you and try to comfort you, Larry was ready every time, you were ready to leave for you, not being able to leave. He said that's the way it had to be, that someone had to hit hard so that the other person could get up from hitting the ground harder.

When Y/N thought of Fisher himself. There was something that made her want to not only stay but get deep under his skin, even if Y/N is the person he hated most in the world, Y/N had to try. She remembered a sentence she said to Todd a week ago, after Y/N met everyone.

"You know I like a challenge."

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I was ready to face it again. I did my usual routine in the morning and mentally prepared myself for the next rehearsal, Todd told me he was planning something big for all of us so I couldn't wait for that, it had been a week of hard work and we all deserved a rest but we had one last rehearsal to go. I got in the car and gritted my teeth, Nockfell was shrouded in a fine mist, it was a very cold morning, the sun hadn't even shown and the frost stung my eyes, that pleasant colourful autumn was long gone. 

I sighed and finally made up my mind to start the car and drive to the rehearsal. When I finally arrived, I was relieved when I parked next to the motorcycle and cars, one was Larry's and the other was Todd's. No sign of Sal, yet. I happily walked into the rehearsal room, everyone was in their usual spot at the bar. I smiled and sat down next to Ashley.