Waves of Ecstasy

Chapter 12

It's ten in the evening and I'm still awake.
Nasaan kaya si Archer? Ni hindi man lang kami nakapag usap.

Napabangon ako nang maalala ulit na nakita niya kami ni Alec.

He saw us kissing...
What if he misunderstood? Baka kaya siya umalis agad...
I should talk to him. Right? Pero hindi ko na kayang ipag pabukas pa.

Bigla namang bumukas ang pinto. Sumilip si Lily.

"Hey... Ok ka lang ba? Napansin ko kasi sa party na parang may problema..."

Mabilis akong lumapit sa kanya.

"Help me." Her eyes widened.

"Okay..."

I told her na kailangan kong puntahan si Archer. Ngayon din.

"Akong bahala. Pero anong oras ka uuwi? Hindi ka puwede abutan ng umaga."

"Madaling araw... Uuwi ako madaling araw."

Lumabas ito at siguro'y kinausap ang coachman na maghahatid sakin. Maya maya lang ay bumalik na ito at sinabing maghihintay ang carriage sa unahan ng mansion.

"Thanks Lily. I don't know what to do without you." I hugged her tightly. She just laughed and told me to leave already.

Hinatid ako ng coachman sa rest house. Sinabi kong balikan na lang niya ako ng madaling araw.
Madilim ang bahay. Wala ata si Archer. Na kumpirma ko iyon dahil naka lock ang pinto. Binuksan ko iyon..

Kung wala siya dito nasaan siya?
Should I wait here? Yeah I should.

I waited there for a long time.

Napalingon ako sa pinto nang may marinig na kaluskos. I almost smiled but...

The door opened and a woman came in. Nakaakbay si Archer dito na nakayuko at nakahawak naman ang babae sa bewang niya.

I stood up. Nanlalaki ang mata kong nakatingin sa kanila.

I felt a pang in my chest.
He's with a woman... Galing ba siya sa...

Umalis siya ng maaga sa party... para dito?

Para sa babae?

He said hindi siya tumatanggap ng bisita.
He said ako pa lang ang nakakapunta rito.

Is everything he said... a lie?

Alin doon ang totoo? May... totoo ba sa mga sinabi niya?

Madalas ba niyang pinapa punta ang kung sino sinong babae niya sa ganitong oras?! And what? Saturday ang schedule namin. Ibig bang sabihin... May naka schedule sa Linggo? Lunes? Martes? Miyerkules? Huwebes? Biyernes?!!!

I knew the rumors but still... I...

I felt... Betrayed.

Nag angat ng tingin si Archer at nagtama ang paningin namin. I glared at him.

Lumingon ito sa babae. "Am I seeing things?"

Sumagot ang babae at umiling. "Hindi. Nakikita ko rin siya..."

Tumango si Archer at sumenyas sa babae. Bumitaw sa kanya ang babae at lumabas na.

"You liar!" I shouted at him. Hinablot ko ang unan na nasa sofa at binato sa kanya. He caught it.

"Me?" Turo nito sa sarili.

"You jerk!" Binato ko ulit siya ng unan ngunit nasalo niya ulit ito. He closed the door at humakbang palapit sakin.

"You fucking asshole!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"Why are you here Daisy?"

Nakalapit na ito sakin. I smelled alcohol in him.

So galing talaga siya sa red building?!

Lalo lang akong nag ngitngit sa galit. Inabot ko ang bag at ibabato sana sa kanya nang nahuli nito ang kamay ko.

He gripped my hand tightly. "Why are you here?"

"I hate you." Gigil kong sabi sa kanya.

"I'm sure you're not here because you missed me." Ngumisi ito ngunit hindi umabot sa mga mata nito. His eyes are cold.

"I'm here to finish the deal you bastard... Let's finish the deal and end it today." Mas humigpit ang hawak nito sa kamay ko.

I'll be the one to end this. Papatunayan ko sa kanya na kaya kong tapusin ang deal. Na hindi ko ito ginagawa para sa kanya kundi para kay Alec. Na hindi niya ako naaapektuhan. Na wala akong nararamdaman para sa kanya.

Maybe I'm just doing this because of my pride...

Kahit alam ko ang totoo. Kahit niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko.

"Right! Daisy's fucking deal. You can't already wait huh? Of all the days... you chose to do this now." He gritted his teeth.

"Why? Don't be a coward. I know you're an assho-"
I didn't get to finish what I was going to say when he suddenly grabbed my hair and fisted it tightly. He then tilted my head and attacked my exposed neck and bit my soft skin.
My breath hitched. I felt the sting and he licked it.

He then kissed me roughly. And I did the same. I bit his lips harder.

He pulled me paakyat ng hagdan. We didn't break the kiss. Pareho kaming lumalaban. Pareho kaming hindi umaatras.

And we're both... angry.

He slammed the door open and he pushed me in the wall squeezing my body while his left hand gripping my thighs tightly.

I'm sure it will leave a mark.

He pushed his tongue inside mine and I met him there. Our tongues stubbornly fight each other.

"I still have a lot to teach you but you can't wait... Then I'll do everything at once... you won't complain right?" He said as his hand slid down my underwear.

"I won't complain if you satisfy me." I said and unbuckled his belt and threw it away somewhere.

Naibaba ko ang pants niya at walang atubiling pinasok ang kamay roon. I palmed him from his balls to his head.

He groaned and he suddenly inserted three fingers inside me at once. The wetness made it easier for him to move inside me.

It hurts but the pleasure is greater.

I grabbed his manhood and pumped it faster. I put my thumb on the top of its head where the moist is dripping. I added pressure on it. I heard him cursed and he reached for my dress and freed my breasts. He bent down and sucked my hardened nipple. He's licking and sucking it alternately.

He moved away and stared at me. "Suck me." He said and I felt him twitched in my hand. I haven't done that... Hindi pa kami nakakarating don!

Pero ayaw kong magpatalo.