"You should not dig your past, aa-" ruhanika looked straight in his eyes, tears in her eyes were shining under moonlight like his gaze was.
And she helped him with the seatbelt, changed the gears and kept thinking why he said that... she drove to his home as fast as she could. Her car and heartbeat were on race with a speed of 150km/hr together...
Ruhanika held aarav by his shoulder and helped him sneak into the house with servants as not to wake up his mom and dad.
Servant helped her with the room and got away with their further work. She rested his head and body gently on his bed and removed his shoes.
She started to find any cloth or cotton to wipe off the lipstick marks from his body.
And as she opened his study table's drawer, she found a portrait of hers in it with a confusing gaze because it looked like a quite blurry with some scarfs she made for him in the past with many handwritten letters.
Ruhanika held her portrait in the moonlight with her little hands and the shock and amaze, she felt at because it showed that in the back of the portrait, it was Aarav's portrait with her in which he rested his nose on hers looking straight in her eyes.
There was a message written in the end,"If we can't be together in real life then don't worry because we can... In my dreams, in my hope and in my heart forever, rose..."
Ruhanika's eyes again filled with crystalline tears as her heart ache with every memory of aarav in her heart and moonlight on her face echoed her grief. She covered her mouth as she wanted to cry her lungs out.
Tears ran down with the night passing by, she felt emptiness in her heart and the massive weight of loss of her heart made her cry because the memories of aarav caused her mind and heart flooded...
After a while, aarav was a little sober up and he saw ruhanika sitting by his bed with their portrait. He furiously got up and snatched the paper from her hand," How dare you??? You fucking dared to touch my things, ruhanika"
He started walking towards her with his every big heavy step while his shadow covered the little body of ruhanika under shiny gaze. And she was trying to explain but words weren't coming Outta her mouth and she hesitantly moved back with his every step
She realised with a thug that there's his study table behind and she can't move back anymore while his breath was fanning over her neck slowly.
Aarav didn't even blink once and looked straight into her soul enclosing her by stammering his hands beside her angrily...
"Only our heartbeat is echoing in my room, can you hear that?"
He murmured in his mind," Which only beats for you, rose"He got silent for a minute and his gaze first moved to her left eye then her right one and then to her lips, after looking at her rosy pouty lips, a sexy smirk appeared on his face which he instantly hide from her.
~My fucking god... I'm missing these strawberry and rosy lips of her...
Aarav leaned towards her making her back bend and placed on his study table completely. The cold surface of table on her bare back made her shiver and send goosebumps on her skin making her breath go heavy.
He was so leaned and close to her not leaving enough space between them and spreading the sexual tension in his dark room while the moonlight was flickering on their face with the curtains caused by wind.
~I'm liking this sexual tension, aren't i???
Ruhanika could feel his hard cock cosmetically through his pants on her thigh and without any hesitation she spoke up," Did I turn you on, Mr.Rathore"
~Because it was hard, I felt like a rock was touching me... The fact was I was turned on but who knows, he turned on or not. I'm terribly missing his touch now.
Because when he stands close to me, my heartbeat goes at its peak and I can't even breathe normally around him, can I??? No I can't. I just can't feel normal around him.
Please kanha ji, save me god!!!
Aarav felt quite impressed with her question but we all know he won't answer her now, hehe!!
"Do you want it? Because I guess major woman have had my dick inside them but you never had so...DO YOU WANT IT, RUHI?"he spoke stressing and forcing his every word
"N-no, I don't" she got up from his table by siding his shoulder for her way ahead and she picked her purse from his bed,"I-I think I should leave" and she hesitantly with her hands trembling wore her heels and leaving.
while aarav murmured from behind,"I-I missed you, rose... And yes, you turned me on today... By your presence, by your soul and by your love, ruhi. I don't think I'll ruin you but myself in our love because it really melts me down, you melt me like an ice, ruhanika"
"My hate is fighting my love for you... Because I want to hurt you like you did. You fucking left me ruhi when I needed you the most that's why I'm letting my hate wins over this time"
Ruhanika ran down the staircase and stopped holding one of the baluster of stairs placing her hand gently at her chest hearing the heartbeat racing fast.
"I just lost it. I fucking lost my control now... He's just making things hard for me"
While aarav took out all the things kept in his drawer which included her scarfs, the handkerchief which he embroidered with a name #Aanika, all the handwritten letters and everything which reflects her memory.
He embraced the handkerchief which still smells like her naturally. He hold onto it tightly and went to bed and lost in his sleep...
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