☆One and the same☆ (Sun and Moon fanfiction)

Chapter 13

🌜Moondrop's🌛POV:

          It is kind of hard to believe that it has already been five days since Sun and I got separated. The Mega Pizzaplex was closed for the whole week, but it is already Sunday now. It is currently afternoon. There is a whole day and night to live through before the Mega Pizzaplex is open again. Oh no, that means I will have to go back to the Daycare again... Ugh. I guess I will have to get ready for that.

          I suppose Monty will not be able to make me company at that time. He will have his own duties to do, at least through the day. I am not with him right now because I don't wanna feel like a bother. He has other friends than me, and he gotta have his own free time to do whatever he wants. I don't need to be with him all the time. That would get annoying.

          Oh... How I wish I knew what to do. I don't know how to get to know others. There is not a formula for how to meet people but... I'm not sure. I know it's supposed to be just walking up to someone and starting a conversation, but isn't that a hit awkward? Walking up to a stranger and starting a random conversation? I do know them, but it makes it even creepier! A stranger coming up to you saying he already knows everything about you!? Hello!?

          No, that's too awful! I can not do that. It was easier with Montgomery... We already knew each other. We just reunited. How did we even meet in the first place? I can't say I remember... But it happened how it happened. Others aren't him and we won't have the same circumstances as he and I had at some point in the past.

          Hmm... It is also getting hard to ignore by now... That familiar but strange voice. I don't know who this person talking to me every now and then is and what is that they want from me. They keep saying they only want to help me and that I have to listen to them, but I'm not sure. I don't wanna be listening to another voice in my head. I've had enough of that. But the person says some deep stuff...

          Maybe it's just a glitch, malfunction? Or maybe it is just me coping or something now that I don't have Sun talking to me all the time? What is it? I want to know! 'You wanna know who I am?' They came back. 'I can tell you everything you wanna know, dear Moon. But you need to engage in this conversation a bit, you know?' Hm. Do I do that?

          What do I tell them? Do I even want to find out what they want? Are they even real? 'I can assure you, Moondrop, that I am very real. I am a real person, I am your friend. I can and I want to help you! Just follow my voice.' What does that even mean? Are they suggesting a deal for something? Maybe? 'I can give you everything you want, Moon. I can make you happy. I can guide you into your success. Into finding your purpose.' Purpose.

         Finding my purpose, huh? Do I even have any? Maybe I just didn't find it yet... But how could they help me with that? 'Tell me, Moon, aren't you tired?' Tired of what? 'Aren't you just tired of being a shadow? Always lurking in the shadows while others are afraid. Don't you hate how you're nothing but Sun's bad side? How everybody just LOVES him but not you? How no one cares for who you are at all?' Kind of, kind of...

          Well, I mean, that's the whole reason all of this is happening. I don't wanna be a monster, I don't wanna be him. I'd rather be no one. 'But why would you be satisfied with being no one, when you can be someone, someone that means something?' What are you suggesting, mysterious voice? 'You can be so much more than just a shadow, Moondrop. They didn't give you a purpose, but they gave you tools to make it yourself.'

         A purpose, a purpose... 'Yes, dear Moon, your purpose. You can make yourself useful, known, everyone will know.' How could that happen? 'They fear you, don't they? They hate you for the things you weren't in control of. Why don't you give them a reason to fear you?' Oh? 'Yes, you can do that. Didn't they want a monster? You can give them that.' But, I'm not a monster... Am I?

          I don't wish to hurt anyone. I never wanted to do that... 'You never hurt anyone yet they hurt you. Aren't you tired of that?' I am just... I am so tired... 'You were so warm-hearted, Moon. You were sweet, chill, cool, nice, calm, polite, friendly, cheerful, and pleasant to be around. You never meant evil. But they made your heart hurt and cold. They did that to you, HE did that to you.' Sun?

         Sun really had to hold me down from everything, didn't he? 'He made you isolate yourself so much. He hid you from the world and left you being badmouthed... He locked you away from the joy of life and let others remember you as the devil they never knew.' I am still mad about that. I must say. 'Don't you think it would be fair to hit back?' Hit back? What do they mean by that?

          Yes, I am mad. I don't think it was fair. I'm tired. But what do I do? What are you suggesting? 'If you are willing to listen and trust me, I can assure you that you will be happier, much happier. Just listen to me, okay?' ... Hm. Okay. Alright. Whatever. Not like I have anything else to do. But how do I call you? What's your name? 'I'm your friend.' My friend.

          They are my friend. Hmm. Do I even trust them? I am not sure. They do sound like they know me, and they know me well... They know what happened. Should I tell someone about them, maybe? Could I talk with Monty about this? What do I do? Did I just make a deal with someone I shouldn't?

???- MOON!