Adelaide - Finished!!

The Bloody Sunday.

It was a cold evening, indeed.
The day my final days would be revenged. Once and for all.
There was only one issue: Maybe it wasn't I really wanted by the end of the day.
I was trying to believe that it was but, huh, oh Geez.
Thinking about all of this, I was in front of my old mirror, dirty. I put my hair up with the fancy comb Edmund once gave me. My dress was ripped, but for that night, I would fix it.
I looked so young. Younger than I was.

Kevin already left by that time.
I was excited.
But I was only supposed to go there at noon.
I said it out loud for myself so I could hear it

-- I'm happy, that's all I ever wanted, someone to accomplish what I need to, to help me, make him feel what I felt when he shattered my soul.

Tears flew down through my cheeks.

-- But why I can't??!

I sat in the corner, my head in my hands.

--- I should hate him for what he did, but why killing is too much if that's exactly what he did to me?!

--- Fucking hell!!!!

I was right, I was right, even trying not to be. I didn't want it anymore, I tried to keep this further but I just lied to myself.

--- Why am I so weak even after being dead??!

I needed to stop him, even not wanting to want this. I needed to get there quick, abort mission.
I threw my makeup at the floor, breaking them, yelling:

--- Edmund you sovunabitch, you kill me and I still feel...pity..for ya??

I screamed.

--- I just wanted revenge...I need to revenge, but I can't. Satisfied?

My mascara was stink, the wind blew harder.

--- I gotta go.