A Brief Chit Chat

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--- Ada left me, as you know. But...I told you already , and you laughed at me, we laughed about it.

--- I didn't laugh at you! Like, I thought it was a joke or something, I mean, you said she was a ghost, right? Like, dead women?

--- Yeah and.. I didn't tell my therapist about it. I think it was just a projection of my mind to help me out in my mom's situation. But, you saw her too.

--- I saw her, too. She looked pretty human to me, at least. 

--- She dissapeared and, well, I need you to help me think this rationally. Do you agree? She was a projection, but why did you see her too?

--- Maybe she was not.

--- What?

--- Just a projection of your mind.

--- How come?? You still think she's just a regular girl..right?

--- Well, I saw her too. You said she just disappeared.

--- You were supposed to help me and say psychologically that she was a damn projection!

--- I guess so, but... I'm confused, too.

Now Kev was sat in the couch by Carlo's side, not in front of me anymore.

--- So, if she was trully, hm, dead... What would if change in your life?

Kev had a realization:

---- Fucking nothing anymore. 

--- Well, but, don't be like this.

--- I just...kind of miss her and...this all messes me up, like, the fact she didn't exactly existed and well, all of this messes me up and..

--- Calm down.

--- At least you listened to me. What should I do now, without her? Let's...summon her again, I don't know, we need to talk to, to....What can I do??

--- Live...you life, maybe, like before. Not like before, obviously, but heh, you know.

Kev looked away.

---- Or try to. Hang out. My grandma used to say things that are ours come back to us always anyways, even if...diffently.

---- What do you mean, bro?

--- Things come back. Relations, emotions, objects. I don't know, nobody really believed her. Not even me. Reincarnetion of...feelings. Of situations, cycles. Forget it, I'm trippin'

--- What made you believe in all that jazz?

Silence. Carlo was the one that looked away.

--- Oh, harsh subject, sorry.

--- It's okay.

They  were sat side by side. Shoulder by shoulder.

--- Thanks for coming.

--- Thanks for inviting.

They kept looking at the muted TV.

--- You're full of mysteries, man.

---Don't even get me started on that.

Some seconds passed.

--- You thought I was crazy.

--- Kinda. But I guess I'm too.

--- Crazy ones are the best ones, right?

--- You know it is.

---- So you believed me in the fact she was...a ghost?

--- Hm, I think I did.

--- Did you?

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