Lost Souls (Huskerdust)

Chapter 8 - Falling Harder

(Word Count: 814)

Entirely Husk's POV

I head back to my room after the entire situation. The crash was just Charlie dropping a plate by accident then she felt really bad and was making a big deal. Yadda yadda I don't care since she interrupted me getting scratches from Angel.... Angel may be a pushy prick but I gotta admit he does know how to give a good head scratch.

Anyway.... I head to the shower since I fell asleep in these clothes twice. I undress and make sure the shower is on the hottest temperature before forcing myself into the water. God I hate water but the heat makes it bareable. It's nice and warm like Angel's hug.... It really was a nice hug....
*purrs thinking about it*

Oh no
No
No
No
Nope

I can't like Angel! Nope.... But his hugs was really nice and when he kissed my cheek...
*I get extremely red and immediately puts my head into the running hot water from the shower head*

Fuck I like angel.....
*I wash myself up thinking about Angel and everything then put clothes on and sit infront of my mirror just staring at myself*

Fuck.... I like angel.... Stupid, horny, sexy, cute, soft, warm angel..... Oh no I like him....
*I cover my face and lay back*

Oh that idiot.... That adorable idiot... Just so so adorable with his cute smile.... His soft fluff.... His perfect voice..... He's just so perfect..... Fuck I really like him.... Like REALLY like him....

Oh no how can I deal with his constant flirting if I'm feeling like this????

He has been laying off flirting as much recently but then again I don't want him to stop.....

*knock at the door*

"uh yes?"

Angel: "hey Husky, Vaggie was asking if you can help with cooking food for tonight?"

FUCK ANGEL.
What do I even say??? How do I respond? Should I flirt? Or would that be weird? Or too obvious? What if he doesn't feel the same way and hates me and never speaks to me again and I ruin yet another perfectly good thing and-

Angel!?!?!?!: "Kitty? You there?"

Fuck I forgot to respond.

"uh.... yea! um I'll.... help- Vaggie. Yep can't wait!" *he stammers and his voice goes weird*

Angel!?!?!: "you okay?"

"yep! Hunkadory"

HUNKADORY?!?!?

Angel!?!: "okayyyy"
*the sounds of his footsteps leaving is head*

Fuck now he thinks I'm a weirdo

Fuck fuck fuck

But he asked how I was.... He cares....
And I responded with HUNKADORY?!?!?
Really Husk?
God I'm such an idiot
Idiot
Idiot
Idiot

God Angel will never speak to me again and he'll tell everyone and....

What is wrong with me
Why am I thinking like this??

I'm Husk
Ex-overlord
And only one here with a brain

And I'm freaking out over who?
Angel dust?
The porn star who doesn't know boundaries?
Like who just strokes the wings of someone.....

*I look at my wings*

He stroke them and I....
*I go red*

God that's not fair!

God I love him
God is this even real?? Or is Angel stroking my wing just fucking with my head???

I mean it could be real as he's chilled off from flirting with me and I did kind of break down when talking about my ex and he comforted me..... He's just so kind to me and all I've been is mean....

Did he stop flirting cause he's fed up with me?

Maybe I should just get over him....
*I get redder*
Not like that!

Like I wouldn't want to do that.... Right?

God am I overthinking??

I mean would I go on a date with Angel? Like what would I even wear? A suit? Where'd I get a suit?
And Angel? What would he wear? A dress? A black or red one? Or maybe a hot pink.... A nice tight dress and high ass boots.....
God I'm drooling just thinking about i-

Fuck what no no no

But that would be really nice... Just eating out with Angel
*I chuckle*
If Angel heard that he'd say 'eat me out' haha

God I'm making jokes Angel would make

Oh god I can't even speak about this with Angel... God I opened up to him and now I'm gonna be acting weird and he'll think I don't trust him since I can't tell him what's wrong

Who would even listen??
Alastor just aims scare me.
Niffty can't keep a secret to save her life.
Can't tell Angel.
Charlie will get over excited.
Vaggie? Maybe... I mean I will be helping her later make food for tonight so it would be perfect.... But what if she tells Charlie? Maybe I can ask her not to?

Not that I want anything to come from this... Just maybe if I tell her I can then get over Angel.....

Hopefully.....

I should probably go help with food now.....

Edits Log:
15th February 2024 - originally published

30th August 2024 - Added Chapter to the title, removed words thing, added word count, fixed spelling and grammar

31st August 2024 - messed with Angel's name when speaking