Chapter 38

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Completely happy, I looked up at the ceiling and let my fingertips over my skin wander. I ran small circles over my stomach. Like a mountain my stomach is standing up. Lost in thought, I didn't even notice Tom, until he sat down next to me in a boxer shorts and a washcloth in his hand. He stroked his hand in the washcloth over my stomach before he then lowered himself to my wet sex. With velvety and practiced movements he wiped with the cold rag through my column and laid me dry again.
Tom then simply dropped the washcloth on the floor before laying back next to me.
I pulled my blanket higher and rested my head on his shoulder while Tom had his phone in hand. "Do you think it's the right way? He asked me, staring at the screen in front of him. "Tommy, I don't want to rush you, but you promised to post pictures from today. And if you don't, you'll regret it later." I said looking at him. His finger slid across the screen and little later Instagram downloaded again. I wrapped my hands around Tom's upper body and pulled his blanket even higher beforehand so he couldn't get sick. When I looked again at Tom's cell phone, he was already logged in and was looking for pictures from the premiere earlier.
And a little later everything was posted and my phone got a new push up notification. Tom turned and picked it up to peek, "Baby you got one message from...Instagram...oh a pretty hot guy just got some new pics uploaded!". Tom smiled at me and a little later he pressed his lips to my face. It hit my forehead, my eyebrow, my eye and my cheek. After that, he gave me my phone back and I unlocked it. I opened Instagram and clicked over his picture to his profile. "Looking good! I like it!" I said, head tilted towards him, and double-taped his new pictures, which already have almost 30,000 likes after just a few minutes and countless comments. "Baby, I'll delete the app now again. When now all the stuff comes in, it just stresses me out even more!" Full of compassion I stroked his arm with my free hand. His phone was on his abdomen and his head was turned rigidly to the ceiling. Then he slowly turned to me. "Phe? Can you upload my Instagram profile to your phone so that you can at least look at it?" "Sure, but at least let your contacts know!" I replied and handed my phone back to him. I looked surprised at his phone, which he now held out to me. "I'll get you to log me in here and you sign out here!" Without a word I took it off and within the next minute, Instagram was gone again. "But I know how many messages you get, just mute them please!" "Sure darling!" Tom said and when I gave him his phone, he took both and placed them one on top of the other on the bedside table next to him. A soft whimper was heard and I looked over at Tom in surprise. "Tess, come on!" He called and then her paws came up the steps towards us. Then the Staffordshire lady stood in our bedroom and shortly after a pat on the bed, she snuggled up between us on the blankets. "Good night you three cuties, I love you!" "We love you too!" I said, closed my eyes and felt Tom wrap his arms around me before we fell asleep together.

In the morning I felt that I was completely pushed into the mattress. I opened my eyes and Tom and Tess lay across me on my stomach. I tried to sit up, but the two were just too heavy - I could hardly feel my legs. Could be because the two are laying over my body or maybe because of last night. With a smile on my face with thoughts about yesterday, I let myself sink back in pillows as I stroke my hands through my boyfriend's curls. Tess didn't seem to be sleeping anymore because she noticed my movements and looked at me curiously. She slowly got up and stretched on Tom's back. She jumped off him and lay down on his free side of the bed while I continued my way through Tommy's beautiful curls. But something was different and my brain started rattling. Whatever it could be, I didn't figure it out until a cold breeze hit my body. Cold air came into the room from the balcony and I looked at the door in surprise. The door stood a crack open and a  familiar smell got into my nose. I sighed and looked at him and looked at him thoughtfully before pulling my covers tighter over us. "Sorry baby!" Tom mumbled  and tightened his arms around me. "It's okay, how was your night?" "Good, I slept wonderfully!" But I just sighed and looked at him. Tom slowly raised his head and looked at me with small tired eyes. "And because you slept so wonderfully, the balcony door is open and I still can smell the smoke?" "Sorry Baby!" He said pushing his body away from me and laying down next to Tess who now lays between us with a happy expression on her face. "I have no problem when you smoke, you know that. I'm not judging you for it either, but you smoke only when you are stressed. You know it's not good for you and you know that your stress management isn't the best, right?" Tom just gave back a moaning noise and seemed about my sermon not extremely happy. Also, a little annoyed, I threw my blanket back and closed the door completely before I looked for clothes. In the corner of my eye, I noticed Tom opening his eyes and observed what exactly I was doing. Without exchanging another word with him, I went into the bath, got dressed, slapped a load of water into my face and braid my hair. When I went back to the bedroom, the two were still laying in bed. Tom with his phone in hand and Tess on his stomach while he scratched her with one hand. Without looking at him, I went to the hallway, but before I left the bedroom, I called out to him: "Take a shower before you come down!" And then I was out of the room and going down the stairs. I went downstairs in the kitchen to the cupboard for Tessa's food, turned around with the sack and Tess was already sitting hungry in front of her bowl. "Here darlings! Bon appetit!" I told her and she waited for my nod before pouncing on her food. With the sound of the trackers cracking I set about making breakfast. I was never a breakfast person, but since the pregnancy, I couldn't do it without anymore and definitely need all the energy I could get. I read on some blog that oatmeal with fruit would be healthy and good for the baby. After my first, I was immediately a fan of it and since then it's my breakfast. While everything is in the pot in front of me simmered next to Tom's breakfast, I did our tea. When everything was ready, I filled my finished porridge into a bowl and decorated everything with the fruits. Satisfied, I placed the bowl of tea on top of ours seats and set a plate for Tom's food. I put everything in his plate while holding the pan in hand, I felt two arms slowly extending lay on my shoulder and hugged me above my tits. "Hey Phe, good morning. Did you at least sleep well?" He asked me before blowing  kisses on my cheek and neck. "Yes, I have!" I giggled and decided to not pick up the conversation again, just having breakfast in peace. Still grinning, I handed him his plate and we sat down together at table. "Hey, would you like to go to dinner with Harrison, my brothers and I tonight and if it's okay with you, maybe my parents would come too?" "Yes of course. Where?" "Let's make it a surprise! I'll order a table later!" He said, got up to kiss my lips quickly and then walked to the fridge. With the milk in his hand, he leaned across the worktop and filled the milk in our tea mugs. Then he came back to me and pushed his chair closer to me, climbed on it and rested his hand on my thigh. With the other hand he held his teacup and watched me eat. "I'll try myself to improve!" I looked at him in surprise. "I'm trying to smoke less. I promise you and I know that it's healthy for any of us. But I can't help it, the stress with the new movie...!" "Hey, it's okay!" I said, standing up and moving to stand between our chairs. He immediately turned to me and I stood between his legs. "It's okay, I know you can do it!" I looked at him sympathetically. Before Tom and I had sex for the first time, to take his mind off things, it was much worse with smoking during his stressful times. "All right big boy, we can do it together!" I said, putting my hands on his shoulders. He put his hands on my waist and we pulled each other closer together until we finally ended up in a tight hug.
While the dishwasher washed our dishes and Tom was upstairs, I lay with my laptop on the sofa and wrote a few emails. It was lunchtime and I decided to wait until Tom came down to ask him what we would eat. I hadn't checked my inbox very often lately and accordingly there were also a lot of mails in it. I was completely obsessed with work and noticed Tom only when he held a bowl of salad under my nose. "Hungry for lunch? I ordered the table and everyone will come with us. We have a separate room and we don't have to hide from anyone baby!" "Thanks Tommy!" I took the salad in my hands and put my laptop down next to me while Tom sat down on the other side. He handed me a fork and I looked hungrily at my food. Deep in thought, we ate to ourselves. "Tell me, what are you doing there? My mails?" "Mhm" I answered while chewing my food. "How it's gonna be with our baby?" Tom asked now and I looked at him. His gaze was completely fixed on the laptop while I looking at Tom. "We will our enjoy time together as a family!" "No, that's not what I mean. I already asked myself how it's gonna be at work?" "Babe, we still have plenty of time to get everything clear!" I tried to calm him down and safed us both from his early panic. I poked my food with the fork and looked dreamily in front of me, Tom seemed to be in his thoughts too. But then he brought me back to reality. "I think I need a break!" I immediately choked on my food and watched him with my eyes wide open. "What? How am I supposed to understand that?" "Oh no no. No sorry darling, not like this. I mean the acting, the Onward was planned anyway to be my last project, before the birth, but in a few days I am considering whether I will return to the film industry afterwards". I looked at him with my eyes still wide. "Okay, that's coming quite suddenly, I don't even know what to say!" "I've film so many movies
and as much as I love it with my heart it is also incredibly stressful and
nerve-wracking." Have you really thought about it carefully?" I asked cautiously after, because once Tom made a decision for himself, he was incredibly ambitious but also stubborn. "Yeah I think so, we don't gonna miss everything and we have peace as a family!" He said and sat sideways towards me. "Tom, I don't want you to retire and regret it because of us. Please think it over again and when our baby is here and everything has settled down, then are you decide ok? I don't want you gonna regret anything in your life!" "Baby I have no regrets in my life, when you are my life. We will have enough money and just being able to live in peace would be an absolute dream - a normal suburban life in London. And even if I only make smaller films or with Harry starting our own company, there is nothing I regret. I think I would regret not having taken a break later. I travel so often and hardly saw my family expect Harry. I only see them on Christmas, when we the shooting was completed and before the premiere started! You're right, let's wait until we settle in...What would I do without you in my life?" "I don't know, let me think about it? ...forgot appointments, being stressed and also completely lost without me! - Just forgetful. Yes, you can be happy for having me!" I said dead seriously. Tom looked at me with a shocked face and squeezed me slightly in my upper arm. "Hey!" I looked over at him laughing and Tom leaned closer and closer to me. Until our lips pressed together and we kissed. Our kiss turned into a brief make-out session and when I loosened my lips from his, he whispered, "Yes, that's right, unfortunately, I can't do anything else baby!" Laughing, Tom pulled me towards him and we watched the TV in front of us before Tom fished the remote control from the table.

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