• A Blackbird's Serenade • (GxG)

"Slow Dancing In The Dark"

Journee

Words couldn't describe the high I was experiencing right now. Honestly, I don't even think I fully understood it myself.

Completely bare, we laid tangled within each other under the covers. Laying slightly under her, my hands lazily dragged up and down the smooth skin of her toned back and lower waist. I'm sure my hair was wild and poofy now as I laid on the pillow, and Tiana's scarf was no longer on her head, setting free her stretched afro of curls to fall just barely on her shoulders. One of her hands wrapped around me as my thigh draped on top of hers, for we both were resting on our sides a bit.

Although I hoped Tiana couldn't tell, I was nervous as hell when pleasing her first. I wanted to make her feel the way she deserved to, especially for her first time. And I wanted her to feel how I felt about her without me having to utter a single word. Along the way, I'd gotten lost in her scent, her rasped moans, the way she clinged to me and would arch her body into mine, and the way she'd say my name...

It became dangerously titillating, and that feeling did nothing but flourish as far as the stars once it was my turn.

It's funny because, I really didn't think there was anything more to sex than just intercourse. As someone who thought of it as a nuisance chore, I thought the women that spoke so highly of it were just exaggerating. I never understood the spell some were put under from it or why folks would even look forward to it in the first place. I thought it'd all been humorous nonsense, until now.

Having someone that makes life almost impossible to imagine without, someone that melts your insides with just one look... Having their hands roam your body, making you feel as if you've never been touched before, and their lips setting fire to your skin with just one kiss...

Now, I understand.

Not only did she take me by surprise, but she put any other man that's bedded me to shame. Just as I'd done to her, Tiana performed those same actions back on me and then some.

I tried, I really did, to keep some composure. But by the time she'd replaced her fingers with her tongue, I had to cover my mouth or else I'd have screamed, surely alarming the neighbors. Never had I ever felt that feeling before that other women couldn't seem to shut up about.

That indescribable level of ecstasy that bewitched them to do any and every thing for their lover. The moment where your soul just about levitates from your body- haloed with an ethereal glow- just before falling back down, leaving you completely anew. I didn't understand what was happening until it'd happened. And as I was there, I completely understood why Tiana kept struggling to breathe, and why she squirmed as if she could hardly keep within her skin.

It was then that I understood why she kissed me the way she did once I'd finished. The look in her eyes as she finally opened them and I asked if it'd been alright... It all makes sense now.

"Journee... you asleep?"

"Hm?" Leaving my thoughts, I turned my head as hers picked up from my chest. "No, I'm here... Did you say somethin?"

Her chuckle was hoarse and alluring. "I said are you comfortable-" My gaze traveled up as she shifted to hover above me a bit. "Is my body heat making you hot?"

"No sweetheart, I'm just fine." Wrapping both arms around her waist, I brought her closer into me, making her smile. "Are you?" She nodded with a grin as I kissed her cheek, then her jawline, and finally, her lips.

Without breaking it, Tiana drew her hands up to my face as I deepened the kiss. Our lips then smacked for a brief moment, having my hands slip lower and lower. Then she expelled a faint moan while pulling away with a soft bite to my bottom lip. It prompted my lips to curl into a siren smile as my gaze trailed slowly up from her mouth to meet her eyes.