Namjoon POV
I'm forcing myself to go to the wedding today as I really have no interest in these kinds of things. I used to have interest in family gatherings before but not anymore.
It's been a while, I'm sad, I'm hurt but nobody noticed, not a single person. I expected my mom to understand my situation as she always understood my feelings just by looking at me, but she also took my situation casually. So, what can I expect from others? Expectations are an illusion.
I just feel like sitting at a corner in my room, Holding my art book and drawing her, Or painting all my blank canvas with her.
"Sir? The wedding hall is here." The driver spoke when I hummed again
" hmm." I got down and walked inside
The wedding hall is huge, like a palace, with fancy decorations all around. Everything looks so expensive and luxurious, from the sparkling chandeliers hanging from the ceiling to the elegant flowers adorning the tables.
But I'm not feeling it. I don't have the appetite for all this luxury right now. My mind is restless, and I just want some peace and quiet. Still, I force myself to walk inside the hall, past all the people in their fancy outfits, chatting and laughing loudly. There's too much noise for me right now.
As I make my way through the crowd, I notice something strange. My family members look worried, tense even. They're whispering to each other, glancing around nervously. I can't figure out what's wrong, but their anxiety makes me uneasy too. I need to find out what's going on.
I walked up to my mom and whispered
"what happened?" I asked with concern
Mom is feeling kinda awkward, then Pull me at a side then whisper,
"Joonho ran away."
"WHAT? How could he do such a childish thing? Now what will happen? All the guests are here, Press media is here. Is he mad or something?" I felt so angry on my Cousin for such a childish behaviour which was too unexpected. If he wasn't ready for the marriage then he should have said no but he chose to run away like a coward. It's disappointing.
"I'm really feeling bad for the bride. She seems so innocent" Mom said when I sighed.
"why did joonho run? Any reason?"
"He said everyone was forcing him to get married with her. And he can't stay with a blind girl like her for the rest of his life"
"B..blind girl? What's her name? ~i asked anxiously. My mind Started portraying someone, I didn't expect~
"W.. why? Why do you wanna know? Are you thinking that the blind girl you liked and her, is the same person.. No Namjoon, Earth is not so sma-"
"Earth is indeed so small, Mom" my eyes froze on the aisle where the girl is standing Looking down. It's her, my Yn. My eyes are feeling relieved, I'm feeling like running to her, hugged her tightly, saying how much I missed her. How desperately i want her.
"What do you mean?" Mom asked
"M..mom she.. she's my Yn.. how could she even agreed to get married to My cousin?" My mind was blank.
YOU ARE READING
CANVAS OF THE HEARTS ♥︎ A NAMJOON FF
Fanfiction"Come sit on my lap" He ordered when my throat dried, Aroused by the tone. I didn't think I'd love it when he ordered me like this. I slowly crawled to him when he made me sit on his lap, I realised he's already shirtless. My cheeks are flushed wi...
