I sighed and almost turned to leave, when He stopped me
"Y.. You leaving?"
I was kinda shocked. Usually Strangers came and complimented my beauty whenever they got a chance but left immediately when they came to know I'm blind. But he's asking me if I'm leaving like it bothers him.
Even Uncle aunty is looking for a groom for me but who wants to get married to me?!
"I think I should go now"
"Umm Did I get hurt by my behaviour i did unknowingly? I swear i didn't mean to hurt yo-"
"No no Namjoon, I didn't mind you. I knew you didn't mean. And Thank you for today, i really loved to be your model. now i should go"
"Why didn't you tell me that you're blind in the first place?"
"I didn't get a chance and What's the need to tell a stranger about my blindness? After all you'll leave and we'll never meet each other again but maybe in your memories I'll stay as a beautiful girl whom you met in Tongyeong but now when you know I'm blind, you'll just remember me as a blind girl and feel pity for me. That's what everyone does."
"I'm so sorry that I said all those things when i fall dow-"
"See you already started pitying me. I really didn't mind, don't say sorry."
A Sharp voice hits my ear from far. It's my aunt.
"YN... YN COME FAST" She seems angry..
"uh My aunt is here. I'm leaving now,bye"
I walked faster, leaving him behind.. i don't know if he's looking at me right now or he just started packing his stuff to leave!
There's a part of me, who is hoping to see him for once.He seems so nice, I never met anyone like him before. His words and his voice felt so genuine. Nobody talked with me the way he did.
But It's just a small encounter. We'll maybe never meet again. We'll be strangers forever, it's Just for a moment our paths have crossed, nothing more.
I walked far from the ocean, Almost closer to the alleyway, When my aunt's voice again hit me, but this time a lot closer.
"Why were you wasting your time there talking to strangers?"
"I wasn't talking"
"Look Yn,I understand everything. Don't try to teach us.. you're just trying to talk to strangers to trap them."
Trap them? What's the point of trapping someone? They'll eventually leave when they know my eyes can't see the beauty of the world.
"NOW LET'S GO HOME. WORTHLESS GIRL."
She grabbed my hand and pulled me with her.
AT NIGHT :
I'm sitting alone in the backyard when all I can remember is, his voice. His soft touch on my shoulder when he made me sit down. He was gentle, Kind, It was a nice encounter but i know we'll never meet again and even if he passed by me, I'll never gonna see him.
My world is dark, all i can do is imagine his figure.. A tall man with a deep ocean-like voice which was soothing and relaxing. He loves art, he is passionate just like my dad. When I talked with him, it reminded me of my dad. My dad was also a talkative person.
He always said, "Loneliness can help you to create your art but your happiness can give that art, a life. The more you'll talk with people, the more you'll know the world, the more you'll know human nature, different personalities, different human beings. And it'll help you to grow up, It'll help you to create an art and make it alive. It's the beauty of artists"
After a long time I met someone who is an artist, who talks like art himself. I wonder how he looks? Must be ethereal.
I Wish to meet you again namjoon. I don't know why I'm wanting this. But I want to cross my path with yours again, once again.
I was sitting there while all these thoughts were playing in my head suddenly i heard Dogs barking too loud, And someone shouting and running.
Oh god, I think someone is in trouble. I walked outside of the house. These dogs are familiar to me as i fed them daily. They loves me. I called them louder when Suddenly i felt them gather around me. The stopped barking and maybe Waggling their tail right now. I softly caressed their head
"On whom you were barking? It's a bad manners to scare someone"
But what if it's a thief? But anyways, I'm happy that I saved that guy whoever was in trouble, But the voice was familiar. Was it someone I know? Maybe a neighbour, I'm not sure as dogs were loud. I hope he ran away from here.
"Wait here, I'll bring biscuits for you guys"
I walked towards the kitchen and about to take the biscuits when Someone grabbed my hand. I know this touch, my aunt.
"Do you think You can waste our biscuits on your so called friends? Don't you dare yn"
"A..aunty, just some please. I'll not eat biscuits these days, i swear, Just for them"
"I SAID NO. If you really feel like feeding them then Go work, oh Who'll give a blind work? Go beg, earn then feed"
My eyes turned teary when Another voice came in my ear.
"Let her hand go. Let her feed the dogs" it's uncle
"BUT"
"I said let her. I'll buy more biscuits for you. Yn take Biscuits and go"
I took the biscuits and left them.
I half sat on the road and caressed the dog's head while they're eating biscuits peacefully.
"You know, Only you guys are my true friends, Never pity me, Judge me, And always loves me and i can feel it. Thanks for being here"
I sighed and got up. "Okay buddies, Good night now. I need to get inside"
They're not ready to let me go, Maybe want me to stay a little bit more. So I decided to stay.
The breeze on me feels amazing while having the most trusted ones arond me. It's amazing.
A/N : Who do you think got into trouble by the dogs? 🤔
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