I was tightly holding Namjoon's hands as I was nervous as hell. His fingers continue to make a circle on my skin to calm me down. I felt another hand on my shoulder, He's palm is sweaty, I can feel how nervous he is but he's trying not to show it in front of me.
"Namjoon!"
"Hmm? Yes love?"
"Everything will be alright, right?"
"Ofcourse everything will be alright honey" He Caressed my hair softly and I felt a kiss on my knuckles before he moved to my forehead.
"You're shaking Namjoon"
"I.. it's just, I'm a little bit nervous"
I held his hand while intertwined our fingers together.
"I don't know how it'll go, The surgery, But I'll always be grateful that you arranged all this for me. All the basic tests to finding donor, everything took time and you put your works aside just for me, I'm really really glad".
"Hey, you're talking like I'm a stranger.. you shouldn't forget who I am" his voice is soothing my soul, I felt his fingers run through my hair behind me, I think he's braiding my hair.. I smiled when he kept saying "you're my wife and I'm your husband, Your better half, you are precious and How can I not do this small thing?"
"Oh Namjoon-ah.. that's not definitely a small thing"
He is done with the braids, then sits beside me on the hospital bed, Holding my hand.
I heard the door unlocked,
"Oh Doctor Jung" Namjoon spoke
"Everything's fine Mr and Mrs kim?"
"Yes doctor, everything is alright. When are you gonna take her to surgery room?"
"In 10 minutes"
"Okay doctor."
I heard another door sound, he must have left. I gulped thinking that it's just 10 minutes.. then I'll be in operation theatre. Thinking about this, my palms are sweating.
Suddenly I felt Namjoon's lips on mine, A soft peck
"Joon"
"Don't panic.."
"How do you know i was panicking?"
"Do you think I'm your husband just for saying I love you and poetic stuffs and painting and having sex with you? I understand your every gesture, Everything emotions you feel. I know when you're nervous, when you're shy, when you're angry, when you're scared and also when you're Overthinking. I know everything Baby" He pecked my forehead again
"I love you" I said softly when Another door opened sound came.
"Who's it this time?" I asked to Namjoon,
"It's the guy who drew your blood Ig, He's still wearing a mask"
"Ohh.."
"Anyways, Honey don't focus on any other stuffs right now. You're going to operation theatre in just 8 minutes 12 seconds"
"You're counting seconds?" I chuckled in disbelief
"God, I'm more excited than you, and more nervous"
"I can feel that"
He giggled and spoke
"This is the last time you'll say that, 'I can feel' cause you'll be able to see me panicking from next time"
"It's too thrilling to imagine that I will be able to see you and I'll see the world"
"Yes honey, so What will you do first when you'll see me?"
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